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  • Supposed Symbol Of Despair
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    In a alternate universe, Izuku Midoriya broke. The constant abuse, mental and physical, brought him over the edge. He became the Symbol or Despair, showing the world exactly what fear feels like. But what if the last surviving hero, his childhood friend, escapes and ends up in a different universe where Izuku was a he...

  • Not Okay (Depressed Deku x Bakugou) {!Under Editing!}
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    A story about Izuku's problems with his mother's death and his abusive father. Deku slowly opens up after hiding his emotion from his classmates and teachers. And soon regrow a relationship with Bakugo to be more than friends. ⚠️Warning ⚠️ Lord this is cringe but I won't take it down for the sad deppressed lovelies. T...

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  • Existence Hurts (Discontinued, don't read/waste your time)
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    This story describes the sad life of Izuku Midoriya while from the time when he was at middle school, and was constantly bullied by everyone for being quirkless. He finally gets consumed by his sadness and lets the situation get the best of his strength to fight against life. This will contain bakudeku, tododeku too...

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  • Abused Deku (DISCONTINUED)
    90K 1.2K 13

    This includes ⚠️Rape⚠️ ⚠️Abuse⚠️ If you don't like this I suggest that you dont read this (Also I would like it if you could point out my mistakes)

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  • Deku's Descent | BNHA | BakuDeku | ShotoDeku
    80.7K 2.1K 26

    🔞 Mature Content 🔞 Dark, angsty, spicy, depressing, smut ❗ Quirkless Dark AU ❗ × × × × × × "Get out, damn Deku" Katsuki growled. Izuku's skin went cold. "b-but Kaachan... you said y-you'd give me a lift ho..." Izuku trailed off. Katsuki turned to face out of the car "you're pissing me off, leave before I kill you." ...

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  • Vigilante
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    When society and even his father rejects him for being quirkless, Midoroya finds out that he can still help other people, even if they won't let him be a hero. Later (Read: Future) chapters will/might be depressing and self harm will/might be mentioned Tags will be updated when new chapters are out.

  • • I am his • (Bakugo x Deku)
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    •~ After getting into U.A., Izuku Midoriya made some new friends. But how will they react when they realize he's gay for his childhood "friend". ~• Sorry, not good with descriptions ;-; *WARNING*: •THIS BOOK CONTAINS SWEARING, SEXUAL THOUGHTS, DEPRESSION, ANXIETY, AND SUICIDAL THOUGHTS. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK.

  • Catch Me [Before I Fall]
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    Izuku Midoriya was bullied a lot in middle school, luckily one day his number one hero passed down One for All. Giving Izuku and chance at being a hero. When in U.A, Izuku put all the bullying issues in the past, because he didn't have to deal with it. Besides when Katsuki Bakugo, his main bully from Middle School, wo...

  • KirkXdeku (depressed deku)
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    I know some people don't like this ship but I do. This is a story where deku has had it hard For the whole of his life and his mom died When he was born and his dad was never Around so he was left to his drunk abusive uncle. And thought he would never fInd anyone who would expect him for who he Is until he met todoro...

  • Miss Me?
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    BOOK ONE OF HERO OR VILLAIN TRILOGY ┈ Izuku Midoriya ran away and was found by a League of Villains member. He went back to UA and he kept talking to him until he got caught. They ran away together. When the class goes to look for them, they find him enjoying his life as a villain. ┈ [1] miss me? [2] found you [3] who...

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  • Expelled (MHA Dadzawa)
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    "Pack up your things problem child, you're expelled." "Stupid Deku" Why? Why was he expelled? What did he do wrong?! He never got an answer out of the tiered man. Life is always shitty, sometimes you have small commercial breaks of happiness before you go back to reality. There was a lot that Izuku Midoryia was hidin...

  • "Pathetic" Deppresed!Izuku
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    Trigger warning: suicide, self harm, cringy POV first person writing, delicate topics handled like luggage at an airport - the basics of fanfiction it's bakudeku-

  • Destroyed
    157K 3.8K 24

    Izuku midoriya was a normal kid, he got a quirk, got into UA, and made friends as usual. but what happens when his mother dies, and he's forced to move into his abusive dad's house? Figure it out yourselves dumbo-

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  • he was here (depressed deku story)
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    allmights gone. is it my fault? izuku thought to himself. sitting on the cold bathroom floor he wondered, why wasnt it me? its my fault hes gone. but was it? TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!! if you are sensitive to death, suicide, self harm, please dont read! life is beautiful and you are loved. if you are having suicidal though...

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  • The Voice Inside~ (Depressed Deku x Kacchan )
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    This is my first time so excuse any mistakes 😥 🚧!!!!Waning!!!!🚧 This story May include ●Cussing ●Cutting ●Suicide Mentions ●Attempted Suicide ●Violent Fighting ●Panic attacks ●Excessive Crying ●Gayness Deku feels helpless Even when he wants to scream out for help Nothing comes out..... He keeps his smile on a...

  • Falling (Depressed Deku Fanfic) (COMPLETE)
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    Ever since Izuku Midoriya joined U.A. High School and settled in, he knew that the League of Villains were after him and his quirk: One For All. However, when the time comes when Bakugo is the target and is only seconds away from being captured, Midoriya throws himself in the chaos and ends up saving Bakugo, only at t...

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  • -Why am I still here?-Suicidal Izuku\katsudeku
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    "Why won't you shut up! I know how to control my quirk, it's mine for goodness sakes! From what it looks like you should be studying yours! Just go! Go home! Go do whatever you want! Go die! I don't care! Just stop bothering me! _________________________________________ If you don't do good with suicidal stuff, don't...

  • Your words hurt (Depressed/Suicidal Deku)
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    Izuku Midoriya has been bullied by Katsuki Bakugo since they were children. Midoriya gave Bakugo the nickname Kacchan, and Bakugo gave Midoriya the nickname Deku ~ that means useless. Midoriya has finally had enough. He has been mentally and physically abused and can't take it anymore. This book takes place when they...

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  • Omegaverse: Depressed Latter
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    > longer Quirkless Deku (Gets OFA far later than the usual) > KiriDeku > Omegaverse > Bully warning > mpreg > mentions of miscarriage and abortion. No actions of. > Smut obviously Izuku Midoriya is a quirkless omega who is bullied in school by his former Alpha friend Katsuki Bakugou and Katsuki's Posse. The bullyin...

  • Don't go yet, nerd [Depressed!Izuku Midoriya x Katsuki Bakugo] [Bakudeku]
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    Katsudeku fanfic! Midoriya is depressed and Bakugo catches feelings for him *gasp* I'm so bad at this description stuff lol This may be cringey bc it's my 3rd book. Hope it isnt TOO bad...

  • Bruised ( KilluGon ) {COMPLETED}
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    This is a short Killugon story where when your soulmate gets bruised/scarred, you get marks where they are. A/U idea taken from tumblr (forgot URL sorry!)

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  • K-Kacchan [Bakudeku]
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    Basically my favorite ship written in an obviously trashy first story.

  • don't worry (suicidal! Deku x Todoroki)
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    Deku has been depressed since his mother, Inko, died when he was little. He starts accept the fact that he's worthless in this hell people call earth. What will happen if Todoroki gets involved. this is my first story so it will probably be a little bad. Warning . suicidal thoughts .self harm .Bakugou .smut .eating...

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  • The Killing Power (Villain Deku)
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    Izuku Midoriya. He knew he had a quirk. Even the doctor said so. Then, why didn't he have it yet? Being a late bloomer and being called quirkless is hard enough. But when it manifests, things change. For better, or worse? You be the judge *Discontinued* It's been a few years since I last updated this and was debating...

  • Insecure (Depressed/Suicidal Deku)
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    "People think depression is sadness. People think depression is crying. People think depression is dressing in all black. But people are wrong. Depression is the constant feeling of being numb to life. You wake up in the morning just to go back to bed again." As Izuku flipped through Pinterest at 1:32 a.m., he couldn'...

  • Why Did This Happen? (Depressed Deku)
    969 17 3

    DELETED ALL PREVIOUS CHAPTERS ONLY THE REWRITE NOW. TRIGGER WARNING FOR ALL THINGS IN ANGST THEMES BECAUSE I DONT KNOW HOW HAD THE ANGST WILL GET

  • crying for help (abused Deku) REWRITE
    49.9K 900 14

    both of izukus parents are very abusive to him but they always act differently when the bakugous are over, what happens if Deku snaps? does bakugou find out about the selfharm? do they fix it? can they? stay tuned to find out Hints of self harm There is abuse

  • Sorry (BAKUDEKU) (COMPLETED)
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    izuku is tired of living. katsuki wants to help. ⚠️ contains triggering things { HAPPY ENDING }

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