sin (phan au)

"We can't do this, it's a sin." "Well I'm a sinner." ::Christianboy!dan punkboy!phil)

closer // phan

in which it's 2009 and dan's a virgin. he and phil meet online. smut warning. lots of it. some fluff, some sad parts, but nothing too intense.

Little Space Dan (Phan)

It is in high school. There was a 17 year old boy named Dan who had just moved to the school. He had to move away from previous schools because of how much he was bullied. The only reason he was bullied at his old schools is because he has a little Space. He goes into little Space when he is really stressed out or whe...

Speak [ phan ]

" we're friends right? well, you can't really tell me otherwise anyway, which is probably why we're friends. " Or the story of an overenthusiastic boy called Phil, who has trouble shutting up, and a reluctantly mute boy called Dan, who's life is falling apart, and how they both come to realise that sometimes - actions...

DELETED • PHAN

[COMPLETED] a phan au where dan and phil didn't meet before 2015, and the only thing that matters is their choices. phil is great at messing up, and dan is great at forgiving. but, will that be enough till the very last end? - [WARNING; THIS WAS MY FIRST PHAN-AU/ACTUAL FANFICTION I EVER WROTE, SO IT IS CRINGY AND BA...

Crazy. (a phan au)

"Don't leave me Phil" - Dan Howell is crazy. Plain crazy. When his parents send him to therapy camp. He sees things. Or more like he sees people. When he befriends a boy named Phil will Dan know the truth about him? Is Phil real? Or is he just another character in Dans messed up head? This is really short and sad...

stuck inside ; phan [ completed ]

dan put up walls that phil had already climbed over. © 2016 -oceanrising

blank | phan

"You're the only masterpiece I need." - TRIGGER WARNING: DISEASES, DEATH, FAMILY, FAMILY ISSUES, BLOOD, MAJOR CHARACTER DEATH © cherryjoonseok 2015

psychedelia | phan

Dan has given up on ever being happy. Life has lost its meaning, and everything he seems to do causes some form of destruction, and Dan is so tired of destroying the things he used to love. He's lost so much, and he's scared of losing Phil, the only thing he can bring himself to care about. But Dan can't see past his...

nyctophilia | phan

{{ part two of psychedelia }} It's been two years since Dan moved out of the apartment to go to a rehabilitation centre, and in that space of time he's heard nothing from Phil. Not even a "hello." Dan's scared that Phil's moved on and forgotten about him, and since they both stopped vlogging Dan doesn't know what's ha...

ill // phan au

"you kind of remind me of stars; you only shine at night when no one is watching." (lower case intended // trigger warning)

Don't Tell Dad (Phan)

Phil is joining a new sixth form. He doesn't really expect to make any friends, let alone get a boyfriend. And then he meets Dan. Beautiful, funny Dan, who really couldn't be more perfect. The one problem being: Dan has a girlfriend. As their friendship goes on, Phil struggles to hide his secret love for Dan. But D...

paint my world

you're the color of everything that's ever meant anything

You don't know me [phan]

cover by AmazingSkylar - TRIGGER WARNING - automutilation and attempted suicide.

Maybe it's enough - Phan (Completed)

Dan's the new kid in school, expelled from his last for threatening a teacher. Dan's family hoping this will be a new start, don't know their son's biggest secret. Will Dan have the confidence to tell his father about the way he feels? Or will he continue to be the rebellious teenager he is? Phil is completely the o...

transgender ➳ phan

my name is dan, not danielle × somewhat based off of the short film boy (HIGHEST RANKING: #2 in fanfiction)

The Diary (Phan)

Dan finds Phil's journal, what happens when he reads it?

After I Left // Phan

{Sequel to Before You Leave} ❝After I left, there was so many things that hit me and that I realized. One of those things was that I missed you.❞

call me dan ➳ phan

just when the catipillar thought the world was over, it became a butterfly × sequel to 'transgender' {HIGHEST RANKING #3}

the broken

the air smells like the promise of tomorrow and nothing has ever smelled more terrifying

Staring Competition ~ Phan AU

New kid, Dan Howell moves in to town. His first impression with the shy kid, Phil, is not great. Does that mean they will never talk to each other. No. But with all of their encounters, it gets worse and Dan is starting to look like he hates everyone. When Dan and Phil get paired in a project, things may change. There...

Before You Leave // Phan

❝Remember that first time we hugged at the train station? I remember seeing your face light up and I hugged you for so long, I didn't want to let go because for once, I felt complete. But that was before you left.❞

In Love With The Punk (PHAN)

Dan: Junior. Tattoos. Pierced. Screamo. Bands. Skinny jeans. Eyeliner. Phil: Senior. Ties. Bow ties. Glasses. Straight A's. Button up shirts. How will they fit together from hating so strong?

Refound Love (YTSTMB sequel)

Part 2 of the infamous series. You asked for it, so you got it - this is the sequel to You're The Straw To My Berry! If you haven't read YTSTMB, it would make sense to read that first but it's not 100% necessary.

Guess Who? // Phan

Phil starts to receive secret love messages. But who is on the other end of the phone?

If I Knew Then (Phan)

**Trigger Warning: Self Harm, Abuse, Alcoholism** Dan Howell and Phil Lester never got along. Mostly because Dan took out his horrid home life on the people at school and Phil happened to be an easy target. But when things take a turn for the worse in both of their lives, they're forced to get to know each...

The Smile That Killed(Phan)

*In the process of being edited, first two chapters done already.* Dan and Phil met in the looming forest behind the school grounds and have been infatuated with each other ever since. With many twists and turns, their stories are becoming more complex by the second. They say a smile can save someone, but what if it k...

Summer Camp | Phan (1/3)

Dan is forced into going to a summer camp in the country side of Britain, his mother feels Dan is irresponsible, and would only be getting drunk and fucking about if he stayed at home. WRITTEN 2013. (I have since, gone through and attempted to improve on it).

Two of a kind (phan and kickthestickz)

Phil doesn't have a best friend in his life. That is, until Dan turns up at his school. They become close and Phil finds out that Dan has a twin brother, but hates to talk about him. It's not until Phil comes over to Dan's house that he finds out why.

Messages (Phan fiction)

Phil starts getting cute, little messages from a secret admirer and gradually feels himself falling more and more in love with the boy. But can you really like someone you've never seen before? And what will happen when Phil finds out the real identity of his admirer?