"If you follow me you will only find yourself pain." "If that's what it takes then I'll suffer," he took another step to me, his hands finding my shoulders," I need you, November. I love you." "You know I don' t love you though." "And I'm about to change that," he said before pulling my face to his and planting a kiss on my lips. Smooth, gentle. Just like him. I can't let myself break that. I won't ruin him. __ I'm November Blake, a rouge. By werewolf law a rouge cannot mate to any one but another rouge or a human. I've learned to accept the fact that I won't mate, or at least I had until I traveled through the Jade Forest territory and met Lucas Sterling a strong pack warrior who has a heart of gold and only wants the best for his family and pack. I tried to leave him, tell him to find someone else but he followed me out. The journey I must take is long and hard, not meant for people like him. People who have something to loose. Can I get him to go home? Or will I drag him into the darkness that surrounds me? This is part of a series, you can read this alone but if you decide to read the other books later on then there will be spoilers. Book 4.