This is me, my life and everything in it is true. I have never thought about putting it into a book of sorts before, writing it down makes it real and real is the scariest thing. For privacy I'll be keeping my name and everyone else's names out of this book, they may be replaced with fake names or just not mentioned at all. Please do not think that this is in any way for attention, it isn't. Bottling things up for me makes me feel like exploding, doing so would make me seem like a mad women therefore here we are.