Forgiveness (Alternate Ending to Trying to Recover {Completed})

TAGS CAN BE SPOILERS!!!!!!!
This story can be very triggering. Just a precaution. Be warned, take this seriously, and look at the tags.

Oh, and this is an alternate ending to a sequel. It all starts with Heartache, and the second book is Trying to Recover. Please read Heartache first.

The first 5 chapters are from Trying To Recover.

Barry was kidnapped and tortured for fifteen weeks. (Almost 3 and a half months) He was broken, played with, and now he can't trust himself or others. Soon, he realizes he needs help, but can he get it in time? Can he get it at all? And the biggest question: Should he trust his family? With all these questions, and a limited timeframe, Barry knows he might not survive. And even if he does, will he walk out the same man? Or will his soul be shattered?

This whole series is hurt!Barry, just a heads up.
This book is inspired by RedQ's Shattered series on Archive of Our Own.