"I hate the fact you are all fine and dandy, while I struggle to juggle between my self-identity and this damn drama character. It's engulfing me by the days. How can you block it all out? Are you so effing dense or is your heart made of marble?" ** Please kindly COMMENT and VOTE if you like this work! **WARNING: This work requires English proficiency for basic physiology to understand. The 1st chapter is long, so please exercise your patience to fully understand the internal struggles of the characters. The last 2 chapters will contain ADULT scenes. I am especially fond of the actors, thus do not want to use their real names on this platform as it is only meant to entertain the fantasy of Max-Tul enthusiasts. I hope to have a different take on this fanfic, giving the characters more mental space for emotional development. This work incorporates SOME random real-life events of the actors for the characters. The rest is fictional. Pictures were taken from publicized Instagrams/Google (credits to the owners) and modified with GoArt Fotor. No copyright infringement is intended. Main characters: - Korn: male, 1994, Thai, 183 cm, actor, model - Knock: male, 1992, Thai, 180 cm, actor, model, architect - Coren: male, 1984, USA, psychotherapist specializing in relationships and male gender role issues Mentioned - Her/she (Korn's girlfriend) - P'Saii: Knock's and Korn's joint manager - P'Aat: Knock's driver - Farm, Fai, Yhiwa, Cho: co-stars from BR and TWM *** Selling of my original and/or translated works in any forms is violating copyright.