13 Reasons Why ' , probably that's what you thought of when you saw the title if you have watched both the seasons of it on Netflix or read the book by Jay Asher . You may have thought I died and I left tapes or notes on people who contributed in my grief . Well , you thought wrong . I am very much alive . Doing well and fine . Here I will just tell you about those moments when I could have chosen to die but I stayed . Yes , you can say I wasn't courageous enough to commit suicide but isn't that great? Cause I am very much happy now and realise the futility of those moments when I actually did consider suicide. Well , I guess that's enough for an introduction . We can sort out the details in time if you stay with me .