Do you know what it's like to be best friends with someone since you were kids and have to keep a huge secret from them, because you're too afraid it might ruin your friendship? Let me tell you it's way harder than it sounds. My name is Sydney Park, i'm 17 years old, and I am completely head over heels in love with my best friend, but i'm not so sure he feels the same way. I've had to watch him fall in love with almost every girl he has dated and finally think that he has found the one, only for him to get his heart broken over and over again. I have hoped for such a long time to maybe get over him, but as the years go by I only fall in love with him more. It's finally our last year of high school and i'm hoping to tell him how I feel before graduation.