Excerpt: "You know that moment right before you wake up where you are bordering on being awake and asleep? That is my favorite time of every day. I am addicted to it. Everything is okay, the things that you want to not deal with do not matter. The world is fuzzy and okay. I love it because the moment that I open my eyes I have to deal with the mess that is my life. " I was just a girl who was starting at a new school with my brother after my parents died. I just wanted normal, quiet senior year of high school. Little did I know I was about to be thrust into a world that I never knew existed and would discover a love that I didn't think was possible.