Erwin Smith x Suicidal reader You are Y/n Y/l/n. You've lived in the underground since you were 4 years old. When your father died, you ran to the underground and met Levi. You became best friends and eventually you met Cassie, Evian and Alex. A few kids that were seeking shelter in the underground. Cassie wasn't much younger than you, neither was Alex. Evian was the youngest. You burn down your house and stay with Levi for a while. Then the Scouting Regiment comes and takes you away. For you it was love at first sight. But you never knew if he would like you back. Once you start dating the commander, you keep having nightmares of your family's death. Your brother's disapperence, anything that caused you emotional pain. After you felt tired of the pain and suffering, you try to end it all. After the incident, Erwin stays by your side, no matter what. He makes excuses for your squad to stay by his, and keep you safe. He can't risk losing you again.