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finley

"We both lost a sister that day. She just wasn't your biological one, Ness."

It's been a month since my beloved little sister, Feli, died through stabs. But one thing is missing. The beautiful necklace she always wore, she never took it off. I know damn well it was a gift from her best friend, Nessa. But I never got to meet her, not if I ever wanted to, I simply didn't care. But now? Just fuck it, I have to find her, and that necklace. But I didn't expect to hate what I find so much.

nessa

"I simply learned not to care anymore."

I miss her, it's driving me crazy. I still have the picture in my head, how she died in front of me, how she tried to help me. I hate knowing that I'm the reason she's dead now, and won't come back. Nobody knows that I was the one with her, they'd hate me for letting her die. It wasn't what I wanted either, and I can't accept it.
But now, one month after Feli's death there's a new boy at my school. And he wants something I can not give him. Her necklace. But why? What does he know? Or what does he want to know?

I just want to be gone. Forever.