Tom KaulitzXreader(xbill) !Lime! at first it was harmless self-harming, but time passed and now I just wanna die It's 2006, you, Bill and Tom have just turned 17 and are about to go on a big tour with Tokio Hotel. You guys started the band in 2001 and since then nothing has been the same. Bill is like a Brother to you but Tom is more... everyone knew from the beginning that you and Tom are in love with each other but it wasn't until, July 2005 that you started dating seriously. You are currently living the best youth anyone could wish for. Bill was the singer in your band, Gustav the drummer, Georg the bassist and you and Tom played the electric guitars, you 2 also sang sometimes but played mostly. In principle, the band wouldn't need 2 guitarists, but it made the tunes sound better than 2 playing guitars. You loved the boys, they were your family. Ever since you started dating Tom... Bill has secretly had a bit of a crush on you, his feelings are only growing day by day and he doesn't know how he can take it anymore. Bill wouldn't want to hurt his brother or you. TW...suicidal, violence, sexual things