Loving all your damaged parts

I sat down on the train in my usual compartment waiting for my Platinum blonde haired gray eyed boy. It's our fourth year at Hogwarts.

I sat there thinking about my first year at Hogwarts and how excited I was to not spend my nights wearied and crying because I was afraid that my father was going to get upset with me for something stupid or dumb I did or said then hit me and beat me with his belt.

I was lost in my thoughts when I heard a familiar voice say you happy to be back with me my little angel. I turned my head towards the door to see my platinum blonde haired gray eyed boy staring at me. For a second I got lost in his gray eyes. I can get lost in his gray eyes a lot. My best friend pansy always makes fun of me and says if I like him so much I should just tell him but I can't. Will not yet but maybe one day.

I said happier than you'll ever know my lonely eyes. He put his luggage and owl on the big shelf above me then sat down next to me. I found my self staring at his eyes again. When he asked me how my summer was and at that moment I knew he already knew how it was before he asked because it was the same as always torture.

BOOK CONTAINS: INAPPROPRIATE LANGUAGE, mature content,abuse and a little bit of smut.