Shall I still love you?

Catarina Krust was known as the fat and ugly freak. Add to that, her bad temper, and intimidating looks kept people away from her. But she was just as stupid and weak like any naive fifteen year old teenager.

Falling in love with the rich and handsome heir Nikolai Sardov changed her whole life. She became a person she never expected to become. She gave up everything for a man who will never love her. She even gave him her kidney, only so that he could be healthy and marry Rose Chase.

But Nikolai Sardov neither recognise her nor does he remember her, a girl who gave up her dreams and sacrificed everything for the sake of his happiness.

When she was diagnosed with a brain tumor, and the doctor's told her she has only three months to live, she decided to be with Nikolai Sardov. But the heartless actions of Nikolai Sardov completely broke her, when he got engaged with Rose Chase.

Only in her last moment did Catarina Krust realised how crazy and stupid she had been, wasting her life for a man who didn't even give her a second glance.

If there's a next life, I never want to fall in love with you, Nikolai Sardov. That was Catarina's last thought before she died.

But Catarina woke up to thirteen years ago before her death.When she opened her eyes, she found herself laying on a bed, the exact same bed of hers when she was living with her mother in a small cottage during her teenage days.
What's happening?
Why am I still a teenager?
Why am I not dead?
But most of all, WHY AM I SO FAT?!

Whatever force brought her back, Catarina decided to live a life chasing her dream of becoming a rich lady,and never to repeat the mistake of falling in love with Nikolai Sardov.

But why is that devilishly handsome, cold and cruel Nikolai Sardov buzzing around me like a fly? Why doesn't he hate me? Why is he completely different from the past life? Shall I still love him?

HELL NO!!!!!!!