TEASER “ Brianne, congratulations for being promoted. We are so proud of you” mom while hugging me “ thanks mom, come on, let’s now eat” yaya ko sa kanila Pagtapos ng konting selebrasyon. Nagpaalam na ako at umakyat sa kwarto. Binuksan ko ang laptop ko ng biglang . . . . Tok..tok.tok.. “ come in” “iho, how are you?” mom ask me while looking straight to my eyes “ are you serious mom, of course I’m fine” I laughed to hide the pain “iho, I’m your mom, I know you’re still hurting. Is this all about Keyla ha iho?” silly, my mom really knows me “ mom, I really miss her. I miss her badly, and yes until now I’m still in love with her” I cried. Nakakabawas ng pagkalalaki pero hindi ko talaga mapigilan “iho, we tried to find her pero wala, diba nga my kasabihan paano mo makikita ang ayaw magpakita. Iho just move on. I don’t want to see you like this, please” she’s now crying. "mom, stop crying I’ll try to move on. Sorry” I hugged her “ thank you iho. Don’t try please do it” then she left my room Hindi ko napigilan ang sarili ko sa pag-iyak. I know it’s all my fault. It’s been 6-7 years ago pero hanggang ngayon ramdam na ramdam ko pa din yung sakit at pagsisisi. How stupid I am for playing with her feelings! I really miss you Keyla Keshi Otaku Gonzales. Hindi ko alam pero ikaw pa din ang tinitibok nito <3