Love Sick

Just friends. So why do all our glances across the room feel secretive?
Just friends. But why do all your touches seem to linger a little longer on me?

i've never had a friendship feel so addictive and dangerous before.
My heart aches for us, but what us?
There is no us at all, but there is, but there's not. To say i'm confused is an understatement.

And being in the biggest girl group in the world doesn't help with any of this.

(story set from 2017).
enjoy :)