Louisa lost herself in her own emotions, distancing herself from everyone and everything she once loved. Her ex had finally gotten to her, he did things to her, that she hasn't even wanted when they were still together and all that, in the night after her best friend had to be hospitalised because of her cancer. She had just gotten out of the hospital, tears falling, not wanting to go home, but wanting nothing more than being in her bed, being in her bed at thirteen with Nate and Izzy playing on there Nintendos having fun. She wants nothing more than being Izzy, Nate and Lou again. But they're not. They're Isabelle, Nathanyel and Louisa. One of them is going to die, after a long battle with a cruel monster, eating her from the inside, taking over every decision they could make, cancer. But only because she is going to die it doesn't mean the others won't follow right after, does it? Because even though only Isabelle is going to leave for sure, they all want to go. They all want to leave this cruel world and be in a better place. Life has gotten to places Louisa thought it would never go. She drowns those thoughts in drugs and self harm, but they never truly leave. They're always there, somewhere, if only in the back of her mind they are always there. But what happened to Nate? Why can't he come and comfort her? Oh right, because the day he told Lou he loved her, she simply ran away. Not because she didn't love him, but because that was the day Izzy got her cancer diagnose, the day everything just worsened day for day. She ran away from poor little Nate, who now thinks it was all his fault, so he leaves. He leaves his dearest friends because he made a mistake. Because he told her and she ran. She ran because she doesn't like him that way. But back then, he was fourteen and now he's eighteen, but he still isn't over it. His dear, dear Lou, the only one he'll ever love. But she'll never like him like that. So he drowns. Just as Izzy and Lou do, they all drown.
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