A is gone but the torment of Alison DiLaurentis is far from over. Her mother is dead, her father and brother are hardly around, everyone in rosewood hates her except her friends. And when she confesses her love to Emily Fields, Emily rejects her because she thinks Ali is playing games again and her friends side with Emily of course. Alison's life is worthless in her eyes. Can Emily realize she loves her in time to save her? Or will it be too late? Takes place in the beginning of season 5, but Shana was big A so A is gone. *Trigger Warnings Inside*