"I Suzanne Andres solemnly swear that I will never ever forgive James Edmond Ladasca" and wrote those words over and over again. I even chant those words in my mind and I think I'm going insane. That monster! I will never forgive him! he made me fall madly in love with him and the sad part is that he just made me fall yet he was not there to catch me. I pretended to be deaf and blind whenever I hear rumors about him with a woman. I know he's a womanizer! but I don't give a damn because I'm fucking in love with him. But those blind days are over I got fed up. He made me experience my first times with him and I so regretted it. and again I Suzanne Andres solemnly swear that I will never like ever forgive James Edmond Ladasca Ghaad!