That Should Be Me

My name is Liam Payne, from the boy band One Direction. I'm the mature one of the group, 'Daddy Direction', everyone knows that and no one more so then my four best mates.
What they don't know is that I made a mistake that resulted in a secret. Something I can never tell anyone, most definitely not Niall, Harry or Zayn.
But most of all I can't tell Louis. He can't know how much it pains me to see him with her. He can't know.
He can't know I've fallen in love with Eleanor Calder.