Sometimes I just want a hug but don’t know how to ask for one. And when I at least try I end up just sitting on the couch silently, before going back to my room.
I don’t know how to ask for help, it’s always been a struggle for me. All I know is how to help others when they need help. I don’t take my own words when giving people good advice. I just let it weigh me down again, again and again.
That weight doesn’t lift from my shoulders unfortunately until I can’t take it anymore. Until I feel the need to relieve that stress and anxiety, by taking it out on myself and ending up with lines on my skin.
There are other ways to relieve that pressure besides hurting your body, I know. But I can’t find any use of those ways.