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is anyone else's mb notifications not working? i cant see them at all-

iiiiiiii might be the slightest bit tipsy

i had no idea seeing my teachers would spark an emotional breakdown but here we are

guys bangbangcon was amazing i cried so hard :(((

i wanna write a book rfn

YALL IM LIVING FOR DARK MODE

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          yoongiseuphoria -> -PANANI

so yk how you can change your pronouns in your account settings? i love switching my pronouns to whatever i like cause really idgaf about what pronouns people use on me. im pretty sure its either genderfluid or genderqueer– i always mix the two up
          
          so yeah thanks for coming to my ted talk

i want irl people to be little around but i realized the are no actual people to be around :(

i'm writing again, and it feels so amazing. writing became a stressful chore when i was in a bad spot of my life a few years ago, but now it feels like i'm floating, like i found a lost treasure after years of missing it. i feel giddy, almost. i can't stop smiling, jeez. 
          
          i'm also thinking about rebooting my espresso. those of you have been following me for a while can probably remember my clumsy first attempts at a book. but i really miss that story concept and idea, so i'll unbury the doc i wrote it in and will rewrite it (eventually). stay tuned for that!!
          
          also,, i have a few more story ideas that i'm still developing (aka making playlists to listen to, shaping the general plot, characters, etc.) but i really think they have some potential. so stay tuned for those too lol.
          
          last thing, i promise. i'm also thinking about writing smut and/or imagines? y'all let me know if y'all are interested cause i have a lot of ideas for that. as always, my dm's are open for anyone for anything! love ya, stay safe ♡♡♡