Hi Naomi!!!! I heard from Seiko you've been having a rough time this week because of your Grandfather's passing... I really hope you feel better. I don't have a clear idea what you're going through... but it must be tough and painful. But just know, he will always live on in your memories, that's what anime has taught me, and I know it taught you too (Or so I think if you watched enough anime). So be happy and strong! But I'm not telling you to be happy right away, or have false happiness, take all the time you need. It's okay to be sad and cry.... People cry not because they are weak, it's because they've been strong for too long, a quote from the anime Fairy Tail. And it's true. I hope you can move on soon and be happy ^_^!