-lvehearts

What I said December 11th of last year, where I found someone who made me feel all those things? Yeah. 
          He cheated on me. 
          He lied to me. 
          He used me. 
          He sexually assaulted me and he r@ped me. 
          He betrayed me. 
          I am still with him too. How does one leave this situation? 

Hello, everyone. I am back once again. I’m not doing too well, so…I just wanted to say I’m thankful for everyone I have met along the way. Thank you all for everything. 

Well..with being back, might as well tell you my journey. 
          
          I met someone and got happier, so much happier. I’ve learned how to love myself and I’ve learned that love is true. 
          
          I no longer bully myself. I did that a lot, but not anymore. 
          
          I have had 2 pregnancy scares. The second one is actually right now. It sucks, but all I can do it wait. 
          
          I finally stool up to myself with my mother, after all the years of hurt I found the courage. 
          
          I’ve been doing really well with school this year. Much better than the past two years. I like to believe my break helped, as I’m not waiting to make sure I missed anything. 
          
          However…I missed you guys. So much. 

I’m so sorry everyone. I deleted wattpad for a bit, but I am back. Not fully back, I’m not going to check it every day like I used to..but every few days. 

Hi do you still rp Detroit?

Hi guys I am not dead 

Vent// 
          
          Sorry. I’m so sorry. im so disgusted, i feel disgusting. i feel gross, i feel betrayed. 
          
          i trusted him. i trusted him with everything and he lied to me. he lied to me and i believed him. i gave him all my trust, and he lied to me. 
          
          this orher guy sexualized me. i blocked him, but i still feel so gross. ive been sexualized since i was 9 years old. 
          
          i hate men. not actually…but those men, i hate. i hate a lot. 

Dude you good? 

I am so scared rn. I’ve been home alone for three hours. It’s 12:21 Am. I cannot handle this. 

how do y’all stick to a pfp and a username. i get bored so easily pls.