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Its February. Its so fast, really fast to the point I thought I didnt have it. January...

Did I literally bawl over a story?!?! I've never experience d this kind of mine. I dont cry easily but how does the story effects me that much? 
          For me its because, "I can't accept to lose someone? / Afraid to lose someone I love".
          
          The story is about that by the way...

If there wasn't music what would I be doing during my lonely hours spending time thinking and spacing out over and over again, what am I doing right now to distract myself from the pain I have inside? How would I feel? Is it super lonely that you can't do anything about it..?
          
          I need it, the music. 
          
          

Yes, i dislike a person who makes promise a lot but still forget, then will apologize but still do the same thing. its sickening, really.