The moon was bright tonight, Misty clouds hovered around in the sky. I loved it. It fascinates me, it reminds me of those times I had in my first relationship ever, but that was all in the past. "Now's the time to be happy, now's the time to forget" they say, but I just can't seem to get them out of my head, "why?" I ask myself repeatedly, "why must I go through this aching, stinging pain in my heart?", I'd continue asking these questions to myself each day, moment and seconds of my life. Seeing them happier with that girl gives me a feeling that's never been felt, harsher than hatred and sadness combined. It was like, fear and anger mixed. "You're jealous. Cmon we all know you want to do it, go on. Nothing is in your way anymore.." voices, they seem familiar yet so distant. They've seemed to have lived in my head for years, maybe since I was born. "You're confused aren't you, It's me, you forgot about me" It was my imaginary friend..they've been in my head this whole time? "Nevermind me, just accept the mere fact you want to, you want to kill her, murder her, feel superior Infront of everyone like her...so go on, now's your chance to get a little messy.." Blood, it was everywhere, the scent of rotten flesh filled up the bathroom stall. It can't be..It's all in my head right? I'm not a murderer, I'm a human.. "You really did it, you're a monster" ...I'm..a monster? This isn't a figment of my imagination? Answer me! Please..I need answers.....It vanished the voices inside my head disintegrated once more into little specks of dust lying around in the mere void of my brain. The smell of flesh filling up the room again, pools upon pools of blood on the floor, The crimson liquid staining my outfit. Was this...my intention? No..it can't be...I wanted to replace her, not kill her... *YOU MESSED UP 1 LIFE LEFT*
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I was at an anime con and I remembered that my ex was going because I had told him abt it when we were still going out. So I was there hoping to not see him, and I turn around for ONE SECOND he's lit...
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