T R A S H M O U T H// E L I

As said on a different account, I am unable to log onto this one. I will make attempts to try to get back into this one but for now this is the account I will be using.

Having problems logging in, will be using this account.

Dyed my hair green, and not gonna lie, I love it.

What if I made like, a group cult role-play, like with a whole bunch of angst and stuff? I kinda wanna do a role-play with demons and stuff, but with a strict storyline. Like, if people actually want to do a role-play like that, I could get it out with a storyline by tomorrow.

So relationship update,
          
          Everything is actually doing pretty good, one of them has been broken up with by the other two due to some issues he started. My Joyfriend seems to be doing better now that we're talking more and my boyfriend opened up a little to some issues he had a few days ago. So things are getting better, we talk on a daily basis so it's nice. I think this is the one time I haven't vented about my relationship on here, so that's nice. OuO

Is mah birthday
          
          I am officially a teenager

So I have a book for the things I haven't told anybody, but I don't have internet for the app on my phone so I'm using the website version on my brothers. So I'm going to do the first part here, and I don't remember much of it considering it was 5+ years ago so bear with me.
          
          Take into notice that this is to help others with similar experiences to not feel like their alone, so trigger warning for sexual assault(?) Please correct me if I get it wrong.
          
          I'll do the one I remember from a longer time ago, when my family lived with my mother's side of the family. Now, they had a big property with two houses on it, so like a big chunk of people lived there. From what I can remember, I was upset my brother got to stay the night at my cousin's house with all of his guy friends, but I was allowed to stay over with just my cousin's the night after(?). //My cousin's were maybe four-five years older than I was at the time.// My oldest cousin, which I have another story about for another time, will be called T, and the other A, I can remember T going to his room and falling asleep while A and I stayed out in the living room to watch movies. Then I passed out from exhaustion and woke up maybe, eleven or twelve, I don't know but it was still really late. Where I was woken up by the feeling of something touching my genital region, and I can remember it hurting because I had never done anything sexual to myself before. I don't remember much after, except myself enduring it for maybe ten minutes, thirty minutes, maybe an hour, but it felt like it was forever. What sucked though, was that I had to pretend everything was fine when I woke up the morning after, and I had to face him like nothing happened. 
          
          If you don't know who was doing the not so good deed, it was A, the younger of my two cousin's. So, uh, if you ever want to talk about something like this you can talk to me, I know this story isn't to bad, and I have a worser one to tell, but, I'm already close to a panic attack–

It might just be me who feels this way, since I love learning about history, but I am so pissed off with the statues being taken down and tossed around like the people were nothing. It makes me so fucking angry and I just..I just can't. People aren't thinking of the generations to come when they do these things and that's horrible because they are getting rid of important pieces of history. Now, I respect everyone of color, gender, and religion, but if you take a piece of history away, your not taking it away for one person or one group, you take it away from everyone and that makes you a horrible person, because you gain nothing from it. You don't get some reward for defacing history, and in a few days you'll feel bad because you realized you made a mistake, so why do it in the first place.

@awkwardbean-
          Will roleplay with us

Anyone wanna do a polymarous role-play with @DeathStar_ and I?