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Craving a bf or gf

Aching bones from not eating
          And yet again relapsed at work, in a bathroom stall✌️

It's all a dream
          Nothing is real

Relapsed last night✌️

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          Life really fucking sucks

I hope I never grow up at all.
          I can't stand the thought of feeling like this a lot more, I won't be able to stay alive✌️

Had a very fun day, was with my friends for 10 hours and NO sad thoughts:] So happy right now✌️

Had a panic attack in a bathroom stall at work and relapsed✌️ such a fun day

The 2am thoughts almost won

Relapsed yet again:)