1Oceanxanyue1

Guys... I have a confession. ❤️
          	
          	
          	I think... I'm secretly in love with my classmate.
          	
          	The funniest part? The first time he asked me to be his girlfriend, I said no. I told him I preferred being friends, and I even said I didn't like him that way.
          	
          	So... can someone please explain to me what is happening now? 
          	
          	Why do I sometimes want to kiss him?
          	
          	Why do I feel so safe whenever I'm around him?
          	
          	Why are my eyes always looking for him in a crowd?
          	
          	Sometimes we catch each other staring, and I immediately say something random just to distract him because I'm too embarrassed. 
          	
          	He's always teasing me and telling me I'm beautiful. I always act tough—I bite him, punch his arm, call him ugly, and tell him I hate him. 
          	
          	But the truth is... I don't.
          	
          	I don't usually like people touching me. In fact, I really dislike it. But when he touches me... it doesn't bother me. I actually like it.
          	
          	My favorite thing is when he gently touches my hair. 
          	
          	I've never told him he's handsome, but honestly... he is. Every time we're surrounded by other people, somehow my eyes always find him first.
          	
          	He does so many little things for me without making a big deal about them, and they make me smile more than I want to admit.
          	
          	Sometimes I pretend to be asleep, and I've caught him looking at me... or even at my lips. And when I'm writing, he watches me, thinking I won't notice.
          	
          	The funny thing is... I notice.
          	
          	Because I do exactly the same thing. 
          	
          	Some of our teachers have even joked that we're a couple. I never say anything—I just stay quiet and pretend I don't care.
          	
          	But if they ever start shipping me with someone else...
          	
          	I'm declaring war. 
          	
          	Guys... I think I'm in love.
          	
          	Aaaaaaa... what do I do? ❤️

1Oceanxanyue1

@ 1Oceanxanyue1  baby thank you a lot I don't even have words to thank you all i can say is thank you babe may God bless you more and more each day 
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maple2308

@1Oceanxanyue1 oh my my! What a way to be surprised after I come online after a whole 10 days!
          	  Like srsly, it's so endearing to see this post honestly.
          	  Um...ik it's late , but I hope you are doing well while sorting out your feelings but since  I myself don't know much about this ,But I'd like to say one thing . We are Lele's. We saw how our Jiangli suffered 'thinking' their love is unrequited. But in reality it's a lovestory of a lifetime, a true match made in heaven. Yeah ofc , it would hv been messy too if Gaotu had told him he was the Omega earlier but ... Still 10 years or 3 years or 13 years is a huge timeline.
          	  Their feelings never weared off, they remained true to each other, despite not even being together.
          	  So I'd tell you , my dear sister, face your feelings,sort it yourself out first then tell him
          	  . That's what Seeky told us too in yesterday's livestream,that he wishes for us to be able to confess our true feelings always.
          	  I'm genuinely so happy for youu!! Yk that warm fussy feeling when u see someone, your close friend,finally falling in love and be loved truthfully and rightly and you are just so happy to see them.? That's exactly what I'm feeling. 
          	  All my best wishes and warm regards for both of you. Send my regards to bro in law too!! Also how's your sister? Hope she's doing well, tell her I said hii ( ^^)
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1Oceanxanyue1

@ Jiya003  @ 1Oceanxanyue1  thank you dear 
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1Oceanxanyue1

Guys... I have a confession. ❤️
          
          
          I think... I'm secretly in love with my classmate.
          
          The funniest part? The first time he asked me to be his girlfriend, I said no. I told him I preferred being friends, and I even said I didn't like him that way.
          
          So... can someone please explain to me what is happening now? 
          
          Why do I sometimes want to kiss him?
          
          Why do I feel so safe whenever I'm around him?
          
          Why are my eyes always looking for him in a crowd?
          
          Sometimes we catch each other staring, and I immediately say something random just to distract him because I'm too embarrassed. 
          
          He's always teasing me and telling me I'm beautiful. I always act tough—I bite him, punch his arm, call him ugly, and tell him I hate him. 
          
          But the truth is... I don't.
          
          I don't usually like people touching me. In fact, I really dislike it. But when he touches me... it doesn't bother me. I actually like it.
          
          My favorite thing is when he gently touches my hair. 
          
          I've never told him he's handsome, but honestly... he is. Every time we're surrounded by other people, somehow my eyes always find him first.
          
          He does so many little things for me without making a big deal about them, and they make me smile more than I want to admit.
          
          Sometimes I pretend to be asleep, and I've caught him looking at me... or even at my lips. And when I'm writing, he watches me, thinking I won't notice.
          
          The funny thing is... I notice.
          
          Because I do exactly the same thing. 
          
          Some of our teachers have even joked that we're a couple. I never say anything—I just stay quiet and pretend I don't care.
          
          But if they ever start shipping me with someone else...
          
          I'm declaring war. 
          
          Guys... I think I'm in love.
          
          Aaaaaaa... what do I do? ❤️

1Oceanxanyue1

@ 1Oceanxanyue1  baby thank you a lot I don't even have words to thank you all i can say is thank you babe may God bless you more and more each day 
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maple2308

@1Oceanxanyue1 oh my my! What a way to be surprised after I come online after a whole 10 days!
            Like srsly, it's so endearing to see this post honestly.
            Um...ik it's late , but I hope you are doing well while sorting out your feelings but since  I myself don't know much about this ,But I'd like to say one thing . We are Lele's. We saw how our Jiangli suffered 'thinking' their love is unrequited. But in reality it's a lovestory of a lifetime, a true match made in heaven. Yeah ofc , it would hv been messy too if Gaotu had told him he was the Omega earlier but ... Still 10 years or 3 years or 13 years is a huge timeline.
            Their feelings never weared off, they remained true to each other, despite not even being together.
            So I'd tell you , my dear sister, face your feelings,sort it yourself out first then tell him
            . That's what Seeky told us too in yesterday's livestream,that he wishes for us to be able to confess our true feelings always.
            I'm genuinely so happy for youu!! Yk that warm fussy feeling when u see someone, your close friend,finally falling in love and be loved truthfully and rightly and you are just so happy to see them.? That's exactly what I'm feeling. 
            All my best wishes and warm regards for both of you. Send my regards to bro in law too!! Also how's your sister? Hope she's doing well, tell her I said hii ( ^^)
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1Oceanxanyue1

@ Jiya003  @ 1Oceanxanyue1  thank you dear 
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1Oceanxanyue1

Hello, everyone! ❤️
          
          
          I also wanted to ask something. Have any of you seen everything that's been happening lately between the Jiangli fans and the Xingqiu fans? And have you seen all the conversations and drama involving Nongjian?
          
          Honestly, it's been hard to watch. Fandoms are supposed to be places where we share our love for the characters and stories we enjoy, not places filled with arguments and hurtful words.
          
          No matter which side you support, I hope everyone can remember to treat each other with respect. It's okay to have different favorites, but it's never worth attacking or insulting other people over them.
          
          I'm curious to know what you all think about the situation. Please keep the comments respectful, and let's have a calm discussion. I'd love to hear your opinions.
          
          Take care of yourselves, and thank you, as always, for being here with me. 

1Oceanxanyue1

@ 1Oceanxanyue1  yes let's hope together dear because I'm still at the restaurant of ABO DESIRE   
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maple2308

@unknownzz119  you are so right. Also it's actually painful to watch them suffer so much ,  plus u really put your thoughts so well ,like it puts my heart to ease no cap.
            U r exactly on point.
            
            Hopefully whatever happened or is happening gets sorted out with the upcoming drama and hoping to see fair screentime distribution for Jiangli.
            @1Oceanxanyue let's look forward to that.
            Cuz this time ima srsly go feral if they don't hv fair screentime too but ig it won't be so in all probability.
            Also I hope NJ works on all the areas where there were scope of improvement. Yup Abod was top-notch but the direction could hv been better alongside the screentime. Hoping they look into that.
            
            And btw hoping u both are doing great ^^
            Take care sisters<3
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unknownzz119

@1Oceanxanyue1 I think whatever they said was misunderstood or mistranslated.
            I don't think they would confess a bias to such a sensitive fanbase in a live.
            
            
            Also, I saw your response to my comment in your story I've replied you like 2 times, but it never gets publishedddd
            
            Missed you tooo! I always check in on your stories, even though I don't comment as much.
            
            Sending you the tightest hugssss  (for the third time thanks to Wattpad )
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1Oceanxanyue1

Dear readers,
          
          I want to sincerely apologize for this announcement. After thinking about it for a long time, I've decided to delete Love Between Fairy and Devil.
          
          This wasn't an easy decision to make. There are several personal reasons behind it, and I feel that continuing the story is no longer the right choice for me. I know some of you were waiting for updates, and I'm truly sorry if this disappoints you. You all invested your time, your comments, and your support into this story, and I'll always be grateful for that.
          
          Thank you to everyone who read it, voted, left comments, or simply followed my journey as a writer. Every message of encouragement has meant more to me than you can imagine.
          
          Even though this story is coming to an end, this isn't the end of my writing journey. I actually have many stories waiting in my drafts that I've never published. Some of them have been in my notebook for a long time, while others are newer ideas that I'm very excited about.
          
          Because of that, I think it's finally time to start a new adventure. I'll probably be posting another story soon, and I hope you'll be there to discover it with me. I can't promise it will be perfect, but I can promise that I'll give it my best.
          
          Thank you for understanding my decision and for respecting it. Your support has always inspired me to keep writing, and I hope you'll continue to support my future stories just as warmly.
          
          See you very soon with a brand-new story.
          
          With love,
          
          — Your author ❤️

1Oceanxanyue1

@ 1Oceanxanyue1  same to you babe I'm really grateful to have you leles
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maple2308

@1Oceanxanyue1  it's alright love .
            That story really started off as grand and honestly I personally loved it too, specifically I was following Jiangli parts , but it's okay...you are the author,so if u felt something was the problem,it must have been so. It's okay. It's also not an easy task to delete smthng which u hv poured your heart into , i understand the gravity of the situation. But it's alright...just how sometimes, somethings are better left unsaid, I guess somethings are better left unwritten. Even I had a plot in mind and I was very excited to write it but I knew that it might be problematic because of several reasons and I might end up hurting people for cultural appropriation,so I thought not to post it. So you too must have had some reason. Don't be too hard on yourself.
            We love you and we respect your decisions.
            Take care sis❤️
            And I'm eagerly looking forward to all your upcoming projects and sending you lots of good wishes and warm hugs❤️
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1Oceanxanyue1

          To one of my dearest readers,.... @LOVE LOTUS....
          
          First, I'm truly sorry.
          
          You trusted me with your idea, shared your plot with me, and I genuinely wanted to bring it to life. I even started writing it, but after the fourth chapter, I realized something wasn't right.
          
          The story wasn't giving me the emotions I wanted to share with you. It felt like I was forcing it, and I never want to publish something that lacks heart just because I promised to.
          
          So instead of continuing a story that didn't feel complete, I chose to write one that inspired me from the very first page.
          
          You'll still find some of the elements you wished for—an Enigma, an Alpha, mystery, and dark romance—but with a new story that I hope will keep you on the edge of your seat.
          
          Thank you for understanding, and thank you for always supporting my writing.
          
          I hope you'll give Between Fairy and Devil a chance. 
          Je viens de publier " Chapter 1 " de mon histoire " LOVE BETWEEN FAIRY AND DEVIL  ". https://www.wattpad.com/1638951767?utm_source=android&utm_medium=profile&utm_content=share_published&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=1Oceanxanyue1

lovelotus223

@1Oceanxanyue1 No problem author. But thank you so much that you want to make my story concept ✨❤️
            I am very appreciate 
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1Oceanxanyue1

@ lovelotus223  thank you for understand me baby 
            
            I don't promise but I will do my best to see if I can bring it to life in the future but I don't promise 
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1Oceanxanyue1

@ 1Oceanxanyue1  thank you my love you too keep going dear 
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IamUki

Hello sis!!!✨✨
          Hru?
          When r u gonna continue the story "Love written in ashes"???
          I'm desperately waiting for the updates but still nothing's up 

1Oceanxanyue1

@ IamUki  hello my love how are you 
            
            I hope you doing good baby 
            
            I'm sorry I was in my exam period that's why I didn't update baby 
            
            But today I'm done with it 
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maple2308

Thank you for the follow ❤️ 
          And I hv been your huge fan all along
           I love your (and your sister's 1) stories ,idk if u remember me but I did use to comment lots lol
          Thank You for sharing your amazing adventures of fantasy with us ❤️
          Love u sis

Grishma1244

Dear,
          Girly 
          When will you update love written in ashes I am so hooked.Ols update soon pretty please❤️

Grishma1244

@1Oceanxanyue1 do your best girlie ❤️
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1Oceanxanyue1

@ Grishma1244  I will baby the problem is just I'm in my period exam 
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maple2308

Btw sis
          I'm.not getting any updates notifs from u idk why and how
          I hv already added your stories to several reading lists of mine tho..
          T T

maple2308

@1Oceanxanyue1 thank u sis 
            I'm receiving them now ❤️
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1Oceanxanyue1

@ maple2308  I don't know baby  I'm sorry for that but i really don't know why I'm going to try to fix it if it possible 
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