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          	Hey guys… 🥺💔
          	
          	I don't really know how to explain how I feel right now. I feel so incredibly sick and weak, like all my energy has disappeared. Honestly, I feel so bad that it scares me. It feels like I'm getting closer and closer to the point where I can't take it anymore.
          	
          	The hardest part is feeling like nobody believes me. When I say I'm sick, I'm told I'm being lazy or that I'm on my phone too much. Maybe that's why I'm coming here instead… because I know some of you will at least listen.
          	
          	I don't need anything big. I just want a few kind words tonight. Tell me that I'll get through this. Tell me to stay strong. 🥺❤️
          	
          	I just need someone to talk to me i feel like dying now I just want someone to listen to me 
          	
          	Thank you for listening to me. 🫂💗

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@ AliyaShadab  thank you so much 💚💚💚
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@ HarshitaDevi  thank you love ♥️♥️♥️♥️
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@ unknownzz119  thank you babe I will go soon to the hospital 🤗🥰
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1Oceanxanyue1

          
          Hey guys… 🥺💔
          
          I don't really know how to explain how I feel right now. I feel so incredibly sick and weak, like all my energy has disappeared. Honestly, I feel so bad that it scares me. It feels like I'm getting closer and closer to the point where I can't take it anymore.
          
          The hardest part is feeling like nobody believes me. When I say I'm sick, I'm told I'm being lazy or that I'm on my phone too much. Maybe that's why I'm coming here instead… because I know some of you will at least listen.
          
          I don't need anything big. I just want a few kind words tonight. Tell me that I'll get through this. Tell me to stay strong. 🥺❤️
          
          I just need someone to talk to me i feel like dying now I just want someone to listen to me 
          
          Thank you for listening to me. 🫂💗

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@ AliyaShadab  thank you so much 💚💚💚
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@ HarshitaDevi  thank you love ♥️♥️♥️♥️
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@ unknownzz119  thank you babe I will go soon to the hospital 🤗🥰
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1Oceanxanyue1

❤️
          
          I just want to say thank you again.
          
          Every vote, every comment, every message, every little "I love this chapter," every correction, every compliment, and even every piece of advice means so much to me. You may think they're just words, but to me, they're encouragement. They push me to become a better writer every single day.
          
          I'll continue doing my best to improve my writing, make my stories more realistic, pay more attention to the little details, and create chapters that make you laugh, cry, smile, and feel every emotion with the characters.
          
          I'm still learning, and I know I'm not perfect. But I promise I'll never stop trying to grow. Every story I write is written with all my heart, and your support gives me the courage to keep going.
          
          Thank you for believing in me. Thank you for giving my stories a chance. Thank you for walking this journey with me.
          
          I hope one day I can become the kind of writer you're proud to support.
          
          I love you all so much. Please take care of yourselves, and let's continue creating beautiful memories together, one chapter at a time. ❤️✨

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@ AliyaShadab  thank you from the bottom of my heart love
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AliyaShadab

@1Oceanxanyue1 we are still very proud of you and please remember that we are also a part of your journey in becoming perfect individuals...lots of love to you❤️✨️
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1Oceanxanyue1

Hey, guys! ❤️
          
          You’ve probably noticed that whenever I finish one story... I almost immediately start publishing another one. 
          
          Well, here’s the funny reason why.
          
          Whenever I’m writing a chapter for one of my ongoing stories and I suddenly run out of ideas, my brain decides it's the perfect time to give me a brand-new story instead. 
          
          So I tell myself, "I'll just write this idea down so I don't forget it."
          
          Then one chapter becomes two... two becomes five... and before I know it, I have another half  story waiting. 
          
          I seriously don't know how my brain works, but that's how I end up with so many stories waiting to publish.
          
          Now I'm looking at one of them, and I'm really tempted to share it with you... but I'm still hesitating. 
          
          Should I publish it, or should I wait a little longer? Let me know what you think! ❤️

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@ AliyaShadab Awww, you're going to make me cry. ❤️ Thank you so, so much for your kind words. Reading comments like yours reminds me why I love writing so much.
            
            It makes me so happy to know you enjoy my stories and believe in my ideas. Knowing that you think every idea I have is worth reading gives me so much confidence. Thank you for being so patient with my ongoing stories too. It really means a lot that you're willing to wait instead of rushing me.
            
            I promise I'll keep doing my best to bring you stories that will make you laugh, cry, smile, and fall in love with the characters just like I do.
            
            Thank you for always supporting me, believing in me, and cheering me on. I'm truly grateful to have readers like you. Sending you lots of love and a big hug! ❤️✨ Take good care of yourself, and I hope to see you in the comments again soon. 
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@ Sejadb2  Aww... your comment truly made me smile. ❤️ I always see your comments, and every single one makes my day. Thank you for always taking the time to encourage me and support my stories. It means more than you know.
            
            Reading your words made me emotional. I'm so happy your family situation has gotten better, and I sincerely hope your life continues to be filled with peace, happiness, and people who truly appreciate you. You deserve that. ❤️
            
            Honestly, I started writing as a way to escape reality. Through Gao Tu's story, I laughed, cried, and imagined myself in his place. Writing became a place where I could breathe whenever real life felt heavy.
            
            Life isn't always easy. I know what it's feels like to have people who make you feel like nothing you do is ever enough—whether you're quiet or talkative, someone always has something to criticize. But little by little, I'm learning to keep moving forward.
            
            Comments like yours remind me why I started writing in the first place. Thank you for believing in me, for recommending my stories to your friends, and for waiting so patiently for every update.
            
            You really made my day, babe. ❤️ Thank you for being here. I love you, and I'm sending you a big hug. Please keep smiling, take care of yourself, and let's continue this journey together. 
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AliyaShadab

@1Oceanxanyue1 you should upload every single idea that comes in your mind and we will be reading it for sure...because every single idea of yours is a masterpiece itself❤️✨️....and about your stories that are not completed yet don't worry we'll wait for it take as much time as you need Author nim!!!~~~✨️❤️
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          I just want to say one thing from the bottom of my heart...
          
          Thank you.
          
          Thank you for reading my stories, for every vote, every comment, every message, and every moment you spend supporting me. You may think it's something small, but to me, it means the world. Every time you laugh, cry, or smile because of something I've written, my heart becomes a little happier.
          
          I want every single one of you to know how much I appreciate you.
          
          It doesn't matter where you're from, what language you speak, the color of your skin, your culture, or your background. To me, you are all precious. We may have been born in different countries, but here, through these stories, we are one family. We are siblings connected by kindness, imagination, and the love of stories.
          
          I truly hope life is kind to each of you. I hope your dreams come true, your hearts stay strong, and you never stop believing in yourselves. If life is difficult right now, please don't give up. Better days will come.
          
          Please take care of yourselves. Be kind to others, but never forget to be kind to yourself too. Your life matters, your happiness matters, and your story matters.
          
          Thank you for believing in me and allowing my stories to become a small part of your lives. I promise to keep writing and doing my best to make you smile.
          
          I love every single one of you, no matter who you are or where you come from. Thank you for becoming part of this little family we've created together.
          
          May God bless you, protect you, and fill your lives with happiness, peace, love, and good health.
          
          With all my love,
          
          Ocean ❤️

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Guys... I have a confession. ❤️
          
          
          I think... I'm secretly in love with my classmate.
          
          The funniest part? The first time he asked me to be his girlfriend, I said no. I told him I preferred being friends, and I even said I didn't like him that way.
          
          So... can someone please explain to me what is happening now? 
          
          Why do I sometimes want to kiss him?
          
          Why do I feel so safe whenever I'm around him?
          
          Why are my eyes always looking for him in a crowd?
          
          Sometimes we catch each other staring, and I immediately say something random just to distract him because I'm too embarrassed. 
          
          He's always teasing me and telling me I'm beautiful. I always act tough—I bite him, punch his arm, call him ugly, and tell him I hate him. 
          
          But the truth is... I don't.
          
          I don't usually like people touching me. In fact, I really dislike it. But when he touches me... it doesn't bother me. I actually like it.
          
          My favorite thing is when he gently touches my hair. 
          
          I've never told him he's handsome, but honestly... he is. Every time we're surrounded by other people, somehow my eyes always find him first.
          
          He does so many little things for me without making a big deal about them, and they make me smile more than I want to admit.
          
          Sometimes I pretend to be asleep, and I've caught him looking at me... or even at my lips. And when I'm writing, he watches me, thinking I won't notice.
          
          The funny thing is... I notice.
          
          Because I do exactly the same thing. 
          
          Some of our teachers have even joked that we're a couple. I never say anything—I just stay quiet and pretend I don't care.
          
          But if they ever start shipping me with someone else...
          
          I'm declaring war. 
          
          Guys... I think I'm in love.
          
          Aaaaaaa... what do I do? ❤️

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@ 1Oceanxanyue1  baby thank you a lot I don't even have words to thank you all i can say is thank you babe may God bless you more and more each day 
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@1Oceanxanyue1 oh my my! What a way to be surprised after I come online after a whole 10 days!
            Like srsly, it's so endearing to see this post honestly.
            Um...ik it's late , but I hope you are doing well while sorting out your feelings but since  I myself don't know much about this ,But I'd like to say one thing . We are Lele's. We saw how our Jiangli suffered 'thinking' their love is unrequited. But in reality it's a lovestory of a lifetime, a true match made in heaven. Yeah ofc , it would hv been messy too if Gaotu had told him he was the Omega earlier but ... Still 10 years or 3 years or 13 years is a huge timeline.
            Their feelings never weared off, they remained true to each other, despite not even being together.
            So I'd tell you , my dear sister, face your feelings,sort it yourself out first then tell him
            . That's what Seeky told us too in yesterday's livestream,that he wishes for us to be able to confess our true feelings always.
            I'm genuinely so happy for youu!! Yk that warm fussy feeling when u see someone, your close friend,finally falling in love and be loved truthfully and rightly and you are just so happy to see them.? That's exactly what I'm feeling. 
            All my best wishes and warm regards for both of you. Send my regards to bro in law too!! Also how's your sister? Hope she's doing well, tell her I said hii ( ^^)
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@ Jiya003  @ 1Oceanxanyue1  thank you dear 
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Hello, everyone! ❤️
          
          
          I also wanted to ask something. Have any of you seen everything that's been happening lately between the Jiangli fans and the Xingqiu fans? And have you seen all the conversations and drama involving Nongjian?
          
          Honestly, it's been hard to watch. Fandoms are supposed to be places where we share our love for the characters and stories we enjoy, not places filled with arguments and hurtful words.
          
          No matter which side you support, I hope everyone can remember to treat each other with respect. It's okay to have different favorites, but it's never worth attacking or insulting other people over them.
          
          I'm curious to know what you all think about the situation. Please keep the comments respectful, and let's have a calm discussion. I'd love to hear your opinions.
          
          Take care of yourselves, and thank you, as always, for being here with me. 

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@ 1Oceanxanyue1  yes let's hope together dear because I'm still at the restaurant of ABO DESIRE   
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@unknownzz119  you are so right. Also it's actually painful to watch them suffer so much ,  plus u really put your thoughts so well ,like it puts my heart to ease no cap.
            U r exactly on point.
            
            Hopefully whatever happened or is happening gets sorted out with the upcoming drama and hoping to see fair screentime distribution for Jiangli.
            @1Oceanxanyue let's look forward to that.
            Cuz this time ima srsly go feral if they don't hv fair screentime too but ig it won't be so in all probability.
            Also I hope NJ works on all the areas where there were scope of improvement. Yup Abod was top-notch but the direction could hv been better alongside the screentime. Hoping they look into that.
            
            And btw hoping u both are doing great ^^
            Take care sisters<3
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unknownzz119

@1Oceanxanyue1 I think whatever they said was misunderstood or mistranslated.
            I don't think they would confess a bias to such a sensitive fanbase in a live.
            
            
            Also, I saw your response to my comment in your story I've replied you like 2 times, but it never gets publishedddd
            
            Missed you tooo! I always check in on your stories, even though I don't comment as much.
            
            Sending you the tightest hugssss  (for the third time thanks to Wattpad )
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