2CrystalScales3183

Hey everyone. Hope you’re all staying safe during quarantine. School work is starting to get really heavy over on my end but I’m gonna dedicate some time to replying to RPs. If I haven’t replied in awhile and you’re curious about the RP, dm me and we can talk about it. Otherwise, tag me and I should get to you asap.

yi-k-es

Hey!! How are you doing?? It’s been a long time since we’ve talked ^^

yi-k-es

I took a small break but I’m back. Do you have discord by chance?
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2CrystalScales3183

Hey! I’m doin alright. How about you?
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2CrystalScales3183

Hey everyone. Hope you’re all staying safe during quarantine. School work is starting to get really heavy over on my end but I’m gonna dedicate some time to replying to RPs. If I haven’t replied in awhile and you’re curious about the RP, dm me and we can talk about it. Otherwise, tag me and I should get to you asap.

2CrystalScales3183

To anyone I haven’t replied to in the past week or so, I’m really sorry. I’ve been sapped of inspiration thanks to family issues and school projects. I‘ll most likely take a break from roleplaying, but that doesn’t mean I’ll completely disappear. If you’d like to chat with me outside of Wattpad, pm me and I’ll give you my other social media outlets. I’m pretty lonely most of the time anyways, so it’d be nice to chat with someone new. Anyways, that’s all for tonight. I’m hittin’ the hay. See ya’ll in the morning.

2CrystalScales3183

So my dad has managed to scare me and my mom enough for us to leave the house and drive for a bit. I don’t know how it will end. I don’t think it’s that bad, but you never know. Either way, Merry Christmas Eve and/or Merry Christmas everyone. Hope your holidays are going better than mine. <3

-dontmindme_

@2CrystalScales3183 that’s good! Ofc man. Merry Christmas/happy holidays!
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2CrystalScales3183

@-dontmindme Thanks for the concern. I’m okay now and everything has mellowed out. We should be okay now. :3
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-dontmindme_

@2CrystalScales3183 !! I hope you're okay... I'm sorry. I hope the holidays get better for you!!
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2CrystalScales3183

I feel sick. I went to bed with no nightmares and I’m not crying as much as I thought I would be. I lost my dog, watched him die. I’m trying to distract myself so it’ll be easier, but it’s working really fast. Am I supposed to be feeling better already? Aren’t I supposed to be sad still? I am sad, but it’s not bothering me as much as I thought. I’m not crying every time I think about it. Is this normal? 

Ski0ssys

@2CrystalScales3183 You're welcome, mate. I'll be here whenever ya need a kind word, just DM me
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2CrystalScales3183

@Ski0ssys Thank you for the kind words. I just gave myself a pep talk and this really helped. Thank you so much.
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Ski0ssys

@2CrystalScales3183 It is completly normal. I'll give you an example. I used to have a cat when I was still living in a flat. He got really old and died from natural causes. I loved that cat, he was very gentle and loving. When he died, I cried a little and felt sad, obviously but it passed really quickly for me as well. 
            But I guess, we should be focusing on the good things that our pets bring us, the happy memories rather than focusing on the sad and the fact that they were gone.
            
            It is 100% normal. You don't have to feel a certain way when your animal dies. You don't have to react like everyone else reacts. The way you react to this type of loss is just how your body and mind deal with it. Nothing wrong. Maybe you'll find yourself sadder some days than others.
            
            But at the end of the day, don't force yourself to feel a way you don't naturally feel. 
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