Brrmm Brrmm

Yr 7 vibes rn pretty fun ngl I’m nearly crying but ofc nothings coming out so yay.

Omfg I can’t even say sorry anymore like shut up bitch die already

Bruh shameless is so fucking weird

I’m gonna start smoking! It’s mostly for coping. And to make me feel happy and angry so like bad and good. But oh well it was bound to happen whether I was or wasn’t constantly sad. To bad I can’t see what ones I like better right? But anyway cya for now I guess

Funny funny! I got told I might have anxiety so that actually pretty good but also pretty shit bc it means I’ll always give af what people say or stuff like that but also it’s an explanation on why I just feel really anxious in certain situations!! But fucking he’ll come on! I might have depression to but who knows and I think way to much (apparently that mix’s in with anxiety so yay)

I really wanna kill myself. Imagine you can’t even reach out for help by anyone even the life line because if you mum knows she’ll get angry. I hate it so much. I hate getting yelled at or getting told I done something I didn’t do or getting told saying certain stuff isn’t good. I know. I’m sorry I’m like that I really am but I’ll be gone one day. Hopefully soon.

I feel like I’m getting emotionally and physically sensitive to things. My ears get hurt more easily and I even had one of the worse tenitis attacks it. My eyes are starting to get weird most of the time. It’s hard for me to breath and one second I can be happy but if the tiniest thing happens my days ruined. I had a really bad stutter while talking to my councillor but idc abt that everything’s just kinda annoying. We were learning in PDHPE abt depression and I had most of the symptoms funny that and the teacher kept looking at me funny that to huh? Idk tho saying this will make someone think I want it or that I’m self diagnosing myself but fuck that shit. Idk how people can do that shit right? Like ur a doctor I never knew! But honestly its pretty funny I feel like schools gonna be better this term. I only have 2 years until I can leave school technically! Just term 2 and then a year and then I’m in year 10 and I can drop out!!!!! I fucking hate this shit honestly. Nobody’s gonna look at this so I’m just talking to myself. Kinda sucky right? Oh yea it sure is me! Nahh jk but honestly how cringe.

I think my best friend hates me <3

Funny never knew I could make an easy to fix mistake something to yell at me abt! I hope my family burns in hell

Maybe not huh?