uhm
heyg there-
first of all I'm extremely weird. 
second of all I'm bad at writing so-
basically when i DO write something I guess I'll just put it here because.. why not.
I have this problem where I have all these ideas going on in my head for SO long and then when I finally try to write it out I get tired and give up. So oof. That's why I usually just go along with it when I write, without a super detailed idea.