Hello, how are you guys? I know I haven't been on for so long and I seem to be remiss but believe me I have my reasons. I didn't answer alot of your messages for a reason, it's not because I don't care... It's not that at all. It's just that life has been hard, I'm growing up everyday, facing people I never knew would do such a thing and knowing things I wish I didn't. It turned out that life isn't like I imagined it to be or what I thought it was. I used to escape form my real world and come here to run away from how awful reality was. Maybe that's why my depression is taking a new place. Running away isn't something I learned, it's something that I created and chose to be friend. I'll be deleting all my stories in here and I would love for people that translated my stories to delete them too. I have been working on a new story that will include all the stories that I wrote before (Anger Issues - Fixing Issues - Dark Demom - yAt Dusk) I realized that in my old stories that I kept writing a character that made me feel weak and fragile. I just couldn't keep writing while I'm not even fixed yet. I need to write something that will mean something to me and to the people who read it. I will be turning 16 soon and I may be still young but I'm not young in my mind nor in my soul. My mind is kinda damaged and my soul isn't okay either. there is something that I wrote in my stories that I'm not proud of but for some reason I'm happy that I wrote them because here I found people that supported me and defended me without knowing or even seeing me. Here I found what I didn't find in my real world. I'm grateful for everyone of you, thank you for standing by my side and reading and commenting and voting and taking the time to make me smile. I will try to come back here again for you, please don't give up on me. Without you guys, I wouldn't have make it. Sorry, if I took a minute or hours from your time. Thank you,
All the love, xx