AbbyDuck06
Very random... but needed to get this out... I think ive grown this weird hatred for my ex. She dragged me along for so long, to the point I lost myself, and I legit feel like I can't get me back. Granted, I was never in the best headspace, but god, she ruined jt more.
And I know most of you could care less about what im writing, I just figured you guys should know why im not writing.
Its not because I dont want too, its the fact I cant.
I have never felt so unmotivated, useless, and helpless than I have in the last two months. Ive pushed myself to a point where I can feel myself getting better, but god has it been hard the last past week.
But, on a more positive side of things, I do feel like hitting the low that I did was the push I needed to try and get better.
So, I'm hoping to get back to writing (editing more often if you follow my tiktok) and genuinely just enjoying life again. This account reminds me of my highest time, the time I was at my happiest. I just hope to get close to that place again and try and get content out again. Nika or anything else I decide to write.
Love yall fr... thank you for staying around
slay_gay69
Love you pookie
We love everything you make but don’t force yourself to write unless you want to and I’m sorry that happened to you
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paigeswifey5
Please don’t try to force yourself to write if you’re not ready for it. I’m glad to hear that you’re starting to get happier tho and hope you soon feel better ❤️
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