AbbyDuck06

Very random... but needed to get this out... I think ive grown this weird hatred for my ex. She dragged me along for so long, to the point I lost myself, and I legit feel like I can't get me back. Granted, I was never in the best headspace, but god, she ruined jt more. 
          	
          	And I know most of you could care less about what im writing, I just figured you guys should know why im not writing. 
          	
          	Its not because I dont want too, its the fact I cant. 
          	
          	I have never felt so unmotivated, useless, and helpless than I have in the last two months. Ive pushed myself to a point where I can feel myself getting better, but god has it been hard the last past week. 
          	
          	But, on a more positive side of things, I do feel like hitting the low that I did was the push I needed to try and get better. 
          	
          	So, I'm hoping to get back to writing (editing more often if you follow my tiktok) and genuinely just enjoying life again. This account reminds me of my highest time, the time I was at my happiest. I just hope to get close to that place again and try and get content out again. Nika or anything else I decide to write. 
          	
          	Love yall fr... thank you for staying around 

slay_gay69

Love you pookie
          	  We love everything you make but don’t force yourself to write unless you want to and I’m sorry that happened to you 
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paigeswifey5

Please don’t try to force yourself to write if you’re not ready for it. I’m glad to hear that you’re starting to get happier tho and hope you soon feel better ❤️‍ 
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slvtfornika

@AbbyDuck06 thats rough but that's canon
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AbbyDuck06

Very random... but needed to get this out... I think ive grown this weird hatred for my ex. She dragged me along for so long, to the point I lost myself, and I legit feel like I can't get me back. Granted, I was never in the best headspace, but god, she ruined jt more. 
          
          And I know most of you could care less about what im writing, I just figured you guys should know why im not writing. 
          
          Its not because I dont want too, its the fact I cant. 
          
          I have never felt so unmotivated, useless, and helpless than I have in the last two months. Ive pushed myself to a point where I can feel myself getting better, but god has it been hard the last past week. 
          
          But, on a more positive side of things, I do feel like hitting the low that I did was the push I needed to try and get better. 
          
          So, I'm hoping to get back to writing (editing more often if you follow my tiktok) and genuinely just enjoying life again. This account reminds me of my highest time, the time I was at my happiest. I just hope to get close to that place again and try and get content out again. Nika or anything else I decide to write. 
          
          Love yall fr... thank you for staying around 

slay_gay69

Love you pookie
            We love everything you make but don’t force yourself to write unless you want to and I’m sorry that happened to you 
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paigeswifey5

Please don’t try to force yourself to write if you’re not ready for it. I’m glad to hear that you’re starting to get happier tho and hope you soon feel better ❤️‍ 
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slvtfornika

@AbbyDuck06 thats rough but that's canon
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AbbyDuck06

So... should I get a chapter out for one of my books tn...

slay_gay69

bro people on the internet are too obsessed w celebrity couples omg
          
          nah people are still thinking paige cheated and/or her and azzi broke up especially because paige did that one tiktok trend 
          
          and now theyre after dijonai nalyssa are broken up
          
          i like celebrities but i genuinely dont gaf who they are dating [unless its like abusive or smthn] but people on twitter and tumblr are so delusional and annoy they need jobs bc oml
          
          but anyways pookie i hope you are prospering :)

AbbyDuck06

@slay_gay69 dude no agree... I was seeing that azzi and paige stuff earlier... and I was just like... what...
            
            And im doing okay ig... but thank ya
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slay_gay69

They added killing eve back to Netflix (still made they killed off my wife in the show when she didn’t die in the books)
          
          Also why do katseye members take forever to accept bc I am still requested but I got Daniela and Lara bc they made their accounts public’s for like a few days/hours :(

AbbyDuck06

@slay_gay69 you're so sweettttt...
            
            And i think i followed you back... trusttt 
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slay_gay69

@AbbyDuck06 you deserve all the compliments 
            
            And my user is slay_gay69
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AbbyDuck06

@slay_gay69 stawpppppp... buttering me up for whatttt... but no seriously thank you... and as much time I spend on tiktok... im glad the collections are good...
            
            No way... actually???... wait whats your username... ill follow... im always on Pinterest...
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