slay_gay69

hey bestie, they are filming yellowjackets [im crying its the last season] and friendly rivalry is getting a season 2
          
          we miss you and hope youre okay and love your work :)

slay_gay69

@AbbyDuck06 YAYYYY, cant wait to read what you write :)
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AbbyDuck06

@slay_gay69 YAYYYY... I gotta say... I might post playlist and characters tn... if I lock in
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AbbyDuck06

Heyyyyy guyssssss
          
          Sorry for the extremely long break...
          
          I do wanna come back. I legit miss writing so much. 
          
          And... after my last update (crash out but whatever), im doing a lot better. I found a way to get myself feeling better mentally and physically. I hung out with friends and just took some time away from everything that wasnt family or friends. I worked a lot, I went to school, and came home and did anything that wasnt stressful. 
          
          Now, I'm like in such a better place. 
          
          I get hours I need at work. Im figuring something out with school. I got a girlfriend who's just as clingy as me... and sweet and wonderful and amazing and just everything you could as for. 
          
          So... all that being said...
          
          I WANNA COME BACK!!
          
          With me on break, I might start writing again. 
          
          Soooo thank you guys for bearing with me... love yall

slay_gay69

Yay you’re back 
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AbbyDuck06

@Chinasa14 I miss yall frrr... and thank youuu ill tryyy
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Chinasa14

@AbbyDuck06 awwwww, we miss u, take care of urself and ur girlfriend!
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AbbyDuck06

Very random... but needed to get this out... I think ive grown this weird hatred for my ex. She dragged me along for so long, to the point I lost myself, and I legit feel like I can't get me back. Granted, I was never in the best headspace, but god, she ruined jt more. 
          
          And I know most of you could care less about what im writing, I just figured you guys should know why im not writing. 
          
          Its not because I dont want too, its the fact I cant. 
          
          I have never felt so unmotivated, useless, and helpless than I have in the last two months. Ive pushed myself to a point where I can feel myself getting better, but god has it been hard the last past week. 
          
          But, on a more positive side of things, I do feel like hitting the low that I did was the push I needed to try and get better. 
          
          So, I'm hoping to get back to writing (editing more often if you follow my tiktok) and genuinely just enjoying life again. This account reminds me of my highest time, the time I was at my happiest. I just hope to get close to that place again and try and get content out again. Nika or anything else I decide to write. 
          
          Love yall fr... thank you for staying around 

slay_gay69

Love you pookie
            We love everything you make but don’t force yourself to write unless you want to and I’m sorry that happened to you 
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paigeswifey5

Please don’t try to force yourself to write if you’re not ready for it. I’m glad to hear that you’re starting to get happier tho and hope you soon feel better ❤️‍ 
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slvtfornika

@AbbyDuck06 thats rough but that's canon
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