I don't know how to feel about Braden. Someone I loved and supported, someone I was willing to give my life for, someone who made me happy when I was sad, turned into a monster. I can't process this information. I don't know what to do. It makes me so angry and sick to know that Corl is the treacherous man who made an unwanted comment, which then turned into this whole situation. I wish I knew before, I wish I knew when it happened so I could be there to support Tiffany. But as always, I was too slow. It's been 2 months now and I'm afraid for the Pals as a channel. At least Alex is uploading; I haven't checked the others. But in Denis's video about Braden, it breaks my heart to hear the pain. And it sickens me that Braden never even apologized. Tiffany was going to commit suicide and Braden did nothing about it. Suicide is a serious topic and to any suicidal people out there, please, I know life may seem horrible now but suicide is not the answer to anything. Braden quit YouTube, and I think that's what makes me angry most. Braden quit YouTube without a word. Without an apology, without a video explaining it to fans who may not know yet. I don't know how to deal with this rage and grief and sadness that's piling up inside me right now. I think one thing is obvious, though. Corl is not cool, and though I haven't been active already, nonetheless I'm changing my username. Corl disgusts me. I'm sorry to all the fans that have supported my books so far but it disgusts me so much to even look at a picture of Corl/Braden.