AmethystTiger

I’m sure no one will read this so I guess I’m posting this for myself. I’m sick of being sick. I have a debilitating autoimmune disease which is affecting my heart, making it hurt when I breathe. I caught the flu, MONTHS ago. It turned into a respiratory infection. I had this for 2 weeks unknowingly before getting antibiotics that didn’t help and now I’m on stronger ones that hurt my stomach. Then I went to the ER after 2 days of throwing up and being unable to keep water down. There was nothing in me. My legs and feet went numb as I desperately clung to the wall attempting to get to the kitchen for water. I fell HARD. My friend literally picked me up off the floor and carried me to the kitchen for water. I’m so sick of being in bed, being quarantined, sick of my life, my pain, my suffering. 

Back in the hospital for my chest. Yaaay... 

Thank you everyone for 100 reads on my art book!!! It’s actually 107 right now. To think that half the time I think I should just delete it.

My art book is 2 views away from having 100 reads! 

Even though I follow a lot of people I hardly have any followers. There’s not many comments or votes on my art book either. Should I bother to continue it? Does anyone even look at it? 

I saw the heart doctor today. He said that there was a fair amount of fluid around my heart when I was in the ER earlier this month. I had been put on steroids to reduce the inflammation around my heart but they lower the immune system. I have autoimmune diseases so I wound up with Bronchitis. If it wasn’t already difficult to breathe due to inflammation around my heart, the Bronchitis certainly didn’t make it easier. I have to go back Friday for an ultrasound of my heart. Being on bed rest has been soo boring. 

So I’ve been on steroids all month for the inflammation around my heart. I have autoimmune diseases and the steroid suppresses the immune system so I started getting sick. After realizing it felt even more difficult to breathe than with just the Inflammation around my heart, I went to a walk in center. Now I have Bronchitis. So now I’m on twice the steroid, an inhaler, and antibiotics. I’m so bored on bed rest. 

Just got back from the ER at the hospital. Happy to be in my own bed after 5 hours of being hooked up to monitors, having an I.v. In each arm, and blood taken twice (once from the back of my hand -_-‘). I’m sure I’ll have lots of lovely colors on my arms tomorrow.

Our rabbit had baby bunnies! I posted pics in my book! ❤️

I don’t recall putting a cold on my Christmas list. Can I re-gift this?