5 years ago... if only i could be that wild minded naive girl before all the terrible friendships, before the sex , before the drinking and smoking , before all the heartbreaks and before the system failed my friend and sex trafficking won another round . If only i could feel or talk to 14year old me and tell her to stick to being herself and that you don’t need a social life to grow. 5 years ago i transferred my paper hand written books on here and gained loved from strangers. Now at 19 almost 20 i find myself hopeless... i have no answers but there is still that small amount of hope.