AnxiousStar

I’ve been having the hardest time with trying to get this dang book published… I got scammed out of hundreds of dollars trying to pay someone to professionally reformat it for print (so I could self-publish), I’ve been rejected by so many literary agents that I’m sure I can’t take the traditional publishing route, and atp I’m thinking my writing must really suck? It’s getting so hard not to just… give up? Is my writing even good enough? Apparently a ton of literary agents don’t think so… maybe I’m not meant to be an author. Maybe my writing will go unnoticed and unpublished for the rest of time. Guys… I’m really struggling here ngl. I turned 27 last month, I’m stuck being poor, I’m trying to take care of my twin who has their own major issues, and my crumbling mental health is really taking a toll. My dreams look like they’ll never be a reality and I’m just SO TIRED. I just want my writing published, why does that feel like an impossible task? 
          
          Thank you to those that still read and vote on my books, and all the comments that give me hope. I literally cry when reading them, so thank you. I appreciate each and every one <3

Merry Christmas guys!!! 
          
          My book “Where the light doesn’t reach” is PERFECT if you’re like me and you don’t have a family to celebrate with. Give it a read for some found family vibes this holiday :’) <333

Decided to enter the “What In The Wattpad?!” contest! Just posted it, it’s called “Committed Ritual-Ship”. Lmk if anyone checks it out, it’s a quick read under 2000 words and I’d love some feedback on it! <3 This is my first time entering a contest here haha, I know it’s probably not the best but it was fun giving it a shot! :) 

Ooooo y’all wanna check out my short domestic summertime piece about Carter and Gray so baaaadddd~ *+*+ 

Hey guys!! This is for those of yall reading “Where the Light Doesn’t Reach”! I know I’m currently working on my other book “Not Your Usual Vampire Story”(and I apologize for how long I’ve been taking with working on the next chapter) but in the meantime I did write a little short story. I missed Carter and Gray ngl, so I made a little summertime piece of them being domestic and happy in their future apartment. I posted it in my “One-Shots & Extras” book on here. Not sure if I should add it to the book as an epilogue or fun little bonus chapter, or if I should keep it in my one-shots??? Idk, what do you guys think? Anyways, I hope you guys like it and thank you for reading! <3

Updating yall here on the publishing journey! Book is ready to self publish but the cover art isn’t done yet so just waiting on that! Sorry for the wait you guys, hopefully nobody’s lost interest haha 

Chapter Five of Not Your Usual Vampire Story is edited and published! Hope some of yall are reading haha
          
          Update on WTLDR being published - 
          Cover art is still not done but once it is then I’ll have a publishing date prepared for y’all! Thanks for sticking around <3

Y’all aren’t even READY for how cool the cover looks for Where The Light Doesn’t Reach!! And yes, I’m going the self publication route, but I’m hoping for the best haha. Thanks for being here yall! Also happy trans visibility day!! 

I sent in “Where The Light Doesn’t Reach” to be edited/proofread and I’m so nervous? Hopefully, even if I don’t get accepted by a literary agent, then I’ll at least be ready to self publish. I hope I still have some of your guys’ support, it always means so much and it’s what helps me keep going in this process despite my bad habit of telling myself that my writing isn’t good enough!   Y’all are awesome, I know there’s only a few of you but your guys’ comments and support really mean everything to me  
          
          I saw only a couple people have moved on to reading my other book “Not Your Usual Vampire Story”, so if you haven’t yet then please check it out! I’d love to see what some of you think haha. 
          
          Anyways, thanks again for being here guys! Look forward to a physical book in the future! 

New chapter for “Not Your Usual Vampire Story”!! I really hope that there’s at least one person reading it, I’m honestly a little proud with how this rewrite’s going haha