hey. okay so basically idk whether yk abt this but ive recently changed my skl, n im in cbse now. so ive made frenz w a gurl bc she was the only 1 who wud actually talk 2 me @ that time, n she is my seatmate. let's call her X. X is highkey the outcast of her class, as in she's kinda immature + dumb which is y nobody is rly frenz w her n they all js tolerate her. now, i hv the potential to join the "popular" grp... shud i leave X 4 the popular grp or not coz atp she is pmo w all her childishness... X js isn't ur normal teenager. v shar NO common interests. v barely talk at all. X & I r js seatmates. nothing more nothing less. but i still highkey feel guilty 4 leaving her alone during every lunch break and snack break coz no 1 else wants 2 sit w her. i hv a ton of frenz outta my class, 9A, but nobody rly talks w me bc of X. n itz rly hard coz im the new girl. but on the 1st day, the "popular" girls were chatting w me 4 a bit... so i honestly js dunno wtf 2 do rn n im asking u bc ur older n ilu n i trust u sm. wtf shud i do, didi? ditch X 2 join the "cool" kids, or stay with X bc of my guilt n ruin the entirety of my high skl life (which is the nxt 4 years btw) ?