Just a single mom with way too many stories in my head. I tend to always ask what if. I think about what it would be like if things didn't tie up neatly in a story. So I write those dark stories that don't have a nice ending.  Some end, and it's a mess. Some end in another book with a more typical hea. My mmc are usually total assholes with few if any redeeming qualities. My fmc are survivors even when they don't want to be.