Dreya60

Sweetie, did you see Springmo's profile board??
          She left a message for all of us there on Nov 11.
          I wonder why I didn't get the notification.
          I think we might not get an update today

Axiosx

@Dreya60 No, actually she’s thinking of taking a little break of maybe a few weeks to a month maybe? Im not sure. But her life is getting hectic (more) as she’ll be doing a new course so she needs time to manage her schedule and to put together how to manage all of them. job,study,writing (Im dying here only by academics TT) 
            I know it will be hard to go without update but let’s give her some space ❤️ as it’s been more than 100 chap of continuous update (most of Author just leave in btw for month and years to reach there ) 
            And Dree ,don’t mention this reason to anyone in comments or author’s profile as she didn’t mentioned it herself. I just thought to let you know so you understand the waiting that we have to do and calm your mind. Kisses and take care !! 
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Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            Yes, dear, I just scoured my notifications and saw it was there.
            Yes, I know she said there would be one or two updates before the break, but considering that she didn't respond to anyone's comments in the last three days, I figured she has already gone off the Wattpad.
            I can only pray the break doesn't go beyond this weekend 
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Axiosx

@Dreya60  Oh I saw that but she said there’ll be one or two update before her break so I hoped for the chapter 
            :( It seems unlikeable to get it now 
            And the notification came in blue colour announcement thing so maybe you didn’t noticed .
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Dreya60

Hey sweetie.
          Why did you say you are going through a withdrawal???
          What withdrawal are you talking about?
          I'm a tad worried.

Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            Ohhhhh 
            You know, I really got anxious, wondering what withdrawals you were referring to :(
            I understand, sweetheart, and I would support you in sticking to your decision to read only this book because giving more time on Wattpad cab deflect your mind from your studies 
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Axiosx

@Dreya60  Ohh Dreee ❤️ cause of the absense of update I meant as it’s the only book Im reading so..and tysm for asking :) Im okay
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Dreya60

A veryyyyy warm and happy birthday to my sweet little sister :*:*:*
          I wish you have a great life ahead, one filled with wisdom, sincere friends, unforgettable moments, and you encounter fewer impediments (if any) in your journey of becoming a great doctor:)
          May God give your hands the healing power to cure your patients with your knowledge and practice.
          May you succeed in finding true friends and love who always uplift you in everything.
          A very happy birthday again, sweetheart  

Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            My pleasure, sweetheart :)
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Axiosx

@Dreya60 THANKYOUU SO MUCH DREE <3 for such a sweet wish I REALLY appreciate it !! :* You’re such a sweet sister to have really :))
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Dreya60

Sweety, I was waiting for you to read the chapter.
          Don't you think Phillip shouldn't go all the way with Riff right now??
          While Riff seems perfectly ready to be intimate with him, what if Phillip's trauma got triggered when it comes to penetration??
          After all, he had bled profusely when it happened the first time. 
          Also, Phillip was explaining how Riff was feeling in all this scenario, but he didn't mention whether he was getting aroused as well.
          I was really moved to tears, seeing Riff thinks he can leave it all behind and say we're done, but he's actually so much into Phillip that he doesn't realize this himself.
          Additionally, I think Riff really likes it whenever Phillip behaves with confidence and takes the leads in things with him.
          I'm really satisfied that Phillip spoke to Gurvan's mother because it has been on my mind for a while now that she can help him move in the right direction.
          And I think Riff going compliant with a kiss might also have something to do with the progress he might have made during his visit to the institute.

Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            Ohhhh ok, ok, now I actually realize it. Phillip made him say yes while Riff's mind was befogged. 
            I just want to read how Phiillip tells him the unedited truth
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Axiosx

@Dreya60  Yeah ‘Riff bottoming’ I don’t like it but if it happens I just have to accept it.
            
            About the manipulation, I think he did it when he asked him to say YES to his question of becoming official cause he knew Riff’s mind is hazy but still It’s Riff’s word and Riff can’t go back on it.
            
            BUT I totally agree with your last para , it’s not some evil manipulation where people hurt others so It’s alright and people in real world do that all the time.
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Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            Honestly, I don't want them to be intimate unless Phillip comes clean first, and there's not even a smidgen of lie between them, because only then can they truly feel connected through intimacy.
            Aumm, I don't think if Riff will actually become a bottom for him, nor do I think that Phillip intends to do that. Perhaps he might just explore Riff's body like you mentioned.
            Also, what did you mean by Phillip's manipulative behavior?
            Are you referring to the point that he knows he has this physical impact on Riff, and whenever he would hig him or go closer to him, Riff will go docile ?
            But we read how Phillip has his own insecurities about Riff, especially his anger.
            May be that's why he wanted to ensure first that Riff was actually and officially into him before he told him everything truthfully...
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Dreya60

I don't know if medical students only study body anatomy or if they also study psychology, but I assume you can explain the things in an easier way

Axiosx

@Dreya60 Yes Grime definitely fueled his anger with lots of kerosene Im damn sure!!
            I'd love to be in contact too! Im really grateful for having uh as some part of my life fr <3
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Axiosx

@Dreya60 Author confirmed that there's only one that takes over.
            
            Uh know what I think? The different voices is nothing but Riff thinking from all direction possible. From all angles to a certain situation. AND because of his inability to integrate those emotions as one- he thinks of them as different voices ( maybe im reducing it's importance and trynna simplify it for myself idk)
            
            e.g: I find the idea of stealing quite interesting ( no Im not thief Dree, it's the art of taking without letting other know is what looks interesting to me...ofc they should give the product back to their owner or not take it in first place)
            So I was saying ,if I think of stealing...my thoughts 
            1. It'd be fun
            2. No it's disrespectful to fool someone 
            3. I should do it and then give it back later
            4. IT'S a SIN , I'll not do it 
            I can only think of 4 lmao so as a normal person born with empathy I get all these points and connect it to myself but if I didn't had the capacity to understand my emotions- I'll just go n steal for FUN CAUSE IT'S FUN
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Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            Take good care of your diet and sleeping hours.
            Just focus on your studies wholly and solely.
            I hope we'd remain in touch for a long time, and I'd get the good news of you eventually becoming a doctor :*
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whalemeow0i

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Axiosx

@whalemeow0i I'll definitely check it out. Good luck!! 
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whalemeow0i

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Axiosx

@whalemeow0i HEY! Im doing well thankyou. Wbu? 
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Dreya60

Why do you think the ending of Kill like a gentleman was stretched???
          I think it was all perfect.
          Elliot never got to know that it was actually Tobias who killed his father, and the remaining three siblings knew about it.
          Also, the last chapter revealed how it was only the butler who took so much care of Cyrus because, in truth, he was his biological father.
          The concept of Watchers really struck me as something unique alongside the hierarchy of the four characters passed down to the siblings.
          I realllyyy loved Cyrus's character 
          

Axiosx

@Dreya60 Dreyyy I don't really remember the details just the feels- and why I felt that
            As those brothers could have helped him solve the puzzle faster (they sometimes did, so it was POSSIBLE) but they let it strech and get punished
            As that all ended with the Officer or Authorities arresting the people and banning those performance,
             so doesn't it feel kinda unreal? As they could have fasten the process (they were shown desperate to get out of that lifestyle) but still all brothers goes with Elliot slow flow.
            (Yes yes I know that's for our entertainment,but still knowing that it only needed Police to end that all and still took them this many years is odd)
            
            And Yes I get that plot was really good and god I could never come up with that level of shitt ,I really enjoyed that only the ending was easy , so I couldn't put this story in my top fav. 
            And My favourite was Tobias! 
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Dreya60

Hello, my future doctor
          You know it's time we stopped having long debates in comments before the author finds a way to block us both from posting any comment at all 
          Hence, I decided to take it to your profile to continue our discussion.
          You know, despite Riff's character getting better with each new chapter, I am still unable to accept him, let alone like him.
          I understand that's how they both are, and we should mold ourselves with their changing behaviors, yet Riff is a character that has started to exasperate me now, and it explains why I want to see Hale bring in some excitement in the story.
          You are shrewd to strike a balance between both of them and like them, but I only support Phillip wholeheartedly.
          
          Perhaps I also can't relate with Riff because I am someone who's always been highly vocal and emphatic when it comes to expressing my feelings and thoughts about things and people. That's why I don't understand when people feel things but don't express them.
          The job I'm currently working at, it is my new job. When I started it, I had a fierce argument with my manager because I couldn't tolerate her shitty behavior. 
          Since then, I haven't bothered talking to her about anything aside from work.
          I put across my point outright.
          Hence, the way Phillip loves Riff just looks unreasonable to me, and the way Riff is a bloody psychopath who can't even understand his own jealousy is even more confusing, 
          

Axiosx

@Dreya60 I'm liking you more n more already! I have a younger sister too(2 yr gap ) 
            
            Regarding Riff's Pov, He already confessed that he's fond of Philip. He's always saying in a way that he doesn't know how but he likes Philip. So we're certain that Riff is infatuated with Philip that much is crystal clear.So we know how he feels in relation to Philip , he watches Philip sleeping with adoration. About two failed dates he said he doesn't have any idea why he's indulging him except that he can't handle seeing Philip broken.
            
            And most important reason behind not feeling the need for his pov is- I love to see him in action without knowing what he thinks that makes scenes more interesting as Riff always got something up his sleeve. I like seeing him from others perspective more as he's very unpredictable with his dialogues . 
            BUT if I knew his thoughts his dialogues could get predictable over time. 
            
            But yeah I think whenever it's time that Riff's thought became important for the plot- Author drops it!  
            SO about your last point, yeah we'll be needing his pov as Hale is a new person- so we gotta know what he thinks, jealousy aside !
            
            And yes you're Right , Philip changed and he's a so lovable now- that Riff fell for him and still falling. 
            
            So see what Riff did to Philip should be seen as even with Philip deed. As Riff also didn't know. Philip is forgiven, Riff should be too. 
            
            And uh will love story more like that! 
            <3
            
            Ps- I'm enjoying Hale too, but I'm afraid if he's just a catalyst for their relationship or will turn into much more in future. I'd feel bad-bad for him if he genuinely loved Philip as we all know he'll not get our baby.
            There's only one Philip to go around. 
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Dreya60

Ok 
            Now talking about Riff's pov, trust me, it's a happy day for me whenever I get to read his POV because I don't know but I really want to know what he thinks of Phillip.
            It's strange that you haven't felt the need to read his POV since the last time we got it, but I still want some answers, like when Phillip came from California and Ayon said he spent an hour in his room, what he did and thought.
            Then his thoughts about their two failed dates and one successful one, I really want to know his thinking there.
            Then, despite knowing he's jealous of Gurvan and Hale, I want to know his exact feelings for them.
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Dreya60

@Axiosx 
            Hello dear
            Ok, firstly, when we are conversing with each other through our profiles, you really don't need to stick to short texts. That's why I chose to text you personally so that we could speak our hears and minds freely here
            So you can send me as long texts as you can write, because in truth, ever since I got to know your age, I have been getting younger sister's vibe from you 
            My own younger sister is only 2 years younger than me, and most of the time, we keep arguing over petty issues
            So I used to think younger sisters should either be very young or they shouldn't be there at all
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