BellaSwinney

GUYS!!! ITS MY BDAY!!! I CAN'T BELEIVE I"M 17

BellaSwinney

i really want to die right now.

BellaSwinney

@KIMPOSSIBLE0123  your so sweet love thank you. have a good day and i will speak to you later (::
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KIMPOSSIBLE0123

@BellaSwinney Yea no problem, and it's ok you don't always have to respond at the first seconds because sometimes it's good to take a break and have some time to yourself. Also, thank you I hope 2021 treats you a lot better than 2020 did. Your uncle would want you to keep you smiling. 
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BellaSwinney

i really need some love during all of this that is going on..it had been very hard and i know it has been hard for everyone else as well. i hope you all are safe and okay. i'm going through a lot right now and it has been a tough ride these past few weeks..not being in school and doing it online..stressing about my dads when he has to work because he is the only parent i have..and i know we all joke around about this virus..even i do but there has been some cases at my dads work and he is still working..he is my rock and it just scares me..ya know and i have been in just a dark sate of mind really bad and normally i am because i'm use to it i have delt with depression and all that  crap since i was 9/10 and i'm 16 now but lately it has been gotten to me and maybe it has gotten bad because of this problem that we are all in and it has really gotten me thinking all the stuff i have done in life..how well i have done it or how badly i have screwed it up..i think about all of that..and i have mainly been thinking bout my mom as you all know i lost my mom 3 years ago to cancer so i have been missing her so so much lately. there are times where i wish i could just pick up the phone and she would answer but sadly that doesn't happened. it just has been so stressful but we all go through something in life and remember i'm always here if someone needs to talk. but that's all i needed to say and again stay safe and be careful everyone. i wove chu <3

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Bew profile pic... I love it ♡

BellaSwinney

@SunshinePuppy2423 I'm sorry I'm just now seeing this oml and thanks I don't even remember what it was though 
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BANGTANBOYSzanna

OMG thanks for the follow I love ur book my step brother Yoongi so far❤️❤️I hope we can be friends I purple u 

BANGTANBOYSzanna

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BellaSwinney

@BANGTANBOYSzanna wow thank so so much I'm still editing and working on it lol so hopefully it will be completed soon and I would love to be your friend I purple you too 
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