BirdishInsanity

Sometimes I forget my brother is actually really good at singing... when he's not wearing headphones and can hear himself lol.

Dragon_of_jade

@BirdishInsanity No real.
          	  I can sing pretty decently when I actually try.
          	  I just usually don't try because I use singing along to the songs on my headphones almost as stimming lol
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BirdishInsanity

Sometimes I forget my brother is actually really good at singing... when he's not wearing headphones and can hear himself lol.

Dragon_of_jade

@BirdishInsanity No real.
            I can sing pretty decently when I actually try.
            I just usually don't try because I use singing along to the songs on my headphones almost as stimming lol
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Dragon_of_jade

Hugs

BirdishInsanity

Yapp incoming dearies.
          Cause u all need a reminder that we love u
          
          What do we do when people say hurtful things?
          
          The best thing we can do is build confidence in ourselves.
          There are people all over who will try to break you down. Who will hate, or not understand. Who dont wish to understand. You can not change them, you know what they say is untrue, but the words still hurt. Like a needle burying itself deep inside. A terrible echo that eats at your confidence and mind.
          
          Build up your defense. Surround yourself with kind and uplifting people. Try not to dwell on hurtful words, what they said does not hold any real weight. Learn to love yourself. Wholly and completely. Accept every part of yourself, it is not a crime to feel. We all have feelings and opinions, learn to accept yours and stand by them, even if you feel you stand alone. 
          
          But even if you feel alone in your small garden, know there is a forest waiting for just outside the gate. 
          
          There is a support system here online, continue to reach out and use it. We are all here for you. 
          
          You are not alone.
          
          You never were.
          
          We may not be there physically, but we stand with you in spirit. 
          
          You are loved.
          
          Every part of you, the 'mask' is still you, the same way everything beneath is you.
          
          Remember to live in the moment, there is so much beauty. Step away from the intensity of society and spend a moment with yourself. 
          
          We already love you, so all you need is to extend that towards yourself.
          
          You do not stand alone.
          
          You never have and you never will.
          
          There is always someone on your side, even if you can't see it.
          
          With love,
          Linn, the sappy bird parent of several people online

OnyxShadow0960

@BirdishInsanity also, delete social media, that will probably help (i don't have social media)
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BirdishInsanity

My older cousin: Do you read fanfiction? 
          Me:... well you see
          
           I've never been more terrified in my life. Im a gay fanfiction writer how do i say that lol
          
          I just panicked and brushed it off but my heart was beating so quickly. 

ClearestOne

@BirdishInsanity lmao genuinely one of worst moments of my life was when my parents found my wp acc
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Dragon_of_jade

@BirdishInsanity I mean I don't usually READ fanfiction 
            But y'know...
            Yeah, actually, I've never heard of fanfiction actually.
            For sure. /Silly
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SofiyWhite888

@BirdishInsanity mooooddddd lol uh you dont/ joke 
            
            you can when your ready
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BirdishInsanity

Have you ever wondered what the word is for what you're feeling? Now there is one!
          
          Hi guys just causally going feral over the dictionary of obscure sorrows... It's actually beautiful.
           For real watch the videos or read some of the definitions. There's now definitions for those obscure feelings and they're absolutely beautiful.
          
          Just me going insane over lyrical essays again

BirdishInsanity

What's my toxic trait? 
          Anytime someone says anything about my food, I immediately can't eat it. I feel sick, or my body doesn't want it anymore. 
          
          It's actually so weird to me how I can be starving and someone says something and it just goes away. Nothing. It sucks T-T

Dragon_of_jade

@BirdishInsanity I wouldn't call that a "toxic trait", that sounds like a disability or eating disorder of some kind.
            In my mind a "toxic trait" is like... You have a tendency to ghost people or something 
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BirdishInsanity

Yo, are my autistic babies being ignored? Why does it feel like im their first friend ever. Like every single one of them is astonished I treat them like normal people. 
          
          Don't neglect my sweethearts. They are some of the most endearing people on earth.

greatest_goose16

@BirdishInsanity hiya! I was quite literally diagnosed yesterday, and I’m doing alright! How are you?
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Dragon_of_jade

@BirdishInsanity Bro I am a PROFESSIONAL yapper ‍↕️
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Dragon_of_jade

@BirdishInsanity Yeah,
            Honestly were like the third person around my age (unrelated to me)
            So yeah...
            Especially living in a small town with a small school district where everyone has known everyone for ever and decided they hated me before I even realized I was different.
            
            I'm not okay a lot, but you make it better.
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