stoner for life and depression and anxiety is one of the worst thing to go throw it eat u up in side it make u go insane and lose ur mind and in the end u  end up lost in your own mind and losted in your own world with no way out and no one can help u out either so they say but can someone actually save u ? no because there no hero to same me from what has happened in my mind  and there no way out and I used to be scared  of what could scare me but now I friends with the things that scared me in side my mind . Anxiety a bitch , sometime anxiety is my only friend.  Look how far I become from some scared teenagers into a grown ass woman who know how to overcome her depression and anxiety yes I wrote  that I was probably high from smoking weed but I still was depressed and had anxiety still do but I get throw it writing help me get throw it thought but I don't smoke weed no more but that doesn't matter.  I thanks for reading my books and stay strong 💕🌸☀️🌙