Catpixi3

Probably gonna give my account a whole make over, I also have AO3 but I may start posting again!!

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@Catpixi3 YIPPEE (this also reminds me that I gotta work on my shit as well)
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Probably gonna give my account a whole make over, I also have AO3 but I may start posting again!!

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@Catpixi3 YIPPEE (this also reminds me that I gotta work on my shit as well)
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Been quite a while since I’ve posted an announcement, and this is kinda non important, but that one song I’ll never get tired of is Washing Machine Heart by Mitski. And I was staring at a picture of Dr Flug while listening to it and I was curious on what the song was specifically about, and my god. 
          (Correct me if I’m wrong)
          So the song is about taking in pain and being okay with it, loving the person regardless of what they do. And she says ‘toss your dirty shoes in my washing machine heart’ which means that your heart beat can be heard like a washing machine with a shoe in it when there’s someone you love that is present. And a washing machine basically takes anything you throw at it, much like her heart. And there’s also, how her partner sees her a different way, but not like herself, so she thinks she’s not good enough.
          
          So uhmmmm, Dr Flug relates to the song, a little too much.. and the way Black Hat treats him is so wrong because of how he just takes it in and never sticks up for himself. Just something random to explain to let you all know I’m not dead anymore 

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@xxxitzpandacornxxx 
            Yes, indeed it is comforting, and especially since the song is literally so beautiful, beautiful just like him. Plus the fact it’s my comfort song, mitski is my comfort artist, dr flug is my comfort character, it all just works. And my headcannon is that he listens to her music, and even hums it when he works. Black hat has heard him do this before, usually ignored it, but his demonic heart cherished it. 
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omfg this. this. we we’re all having a shitty day but this makes it so much better for some reason oml -sho
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Hey everyone, I’m sorry I haven’t been updating my books, I just haven’t been feeling myself lately, I’m just unmotivated to do anything, I’m sorry to disappoint everyone.. I might leave Wattpad for a bit, I’ll still respond to dms, but updating books will probably not be anytime soon. On the 10th I go back to school, that may give me motivation, but until then, there will be no updates. I’m sorry to disappoint whoever decided to stick around since no one responds to my announcements anymore. 

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Lol no one cares
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Okay, scrolling through youtube and I’m fucking annoyed
          
          The next video I see about zodiac signs VINES, or zodiac sign AUs, I’m fucking done
          Not everything is about zodiac signs. Everyone’s so obsessed with them, FOR WHAT?! Don’t even get me S T A R T E D on the ‘oh you’re a Capricorn? Get off my page.’
          If you’re obsessed with zodiac signs, fuck you.
          
          
          
          
          
          Unless you’re a dear friend of mine, then reverse fuck you.

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TELL ME ABOUT IT- like don’t get me wrong, if people like making that content I don’t judge but, ITS EVERYWHERE- and besides my dumbass can’t even understand zodiac signs why the f are they in my recommendations or whatever the hell its called-
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Hey y’all, would you kindly listen to me? Please? I just walked past my birds cage to find one of them dead. We had two, and we never gave them names- but still. Turns out, my step dad hasn’t been feeding them, and he’s the one that wanted to bring them home. I feel so bad, and usually I was the one to feed them, but ever since he cleaned out their cage, he fed them too, so I thought it’d be an everyday thing. But no. I take the blame for this. So now. I know, that I can’t raise animals in my future. Because this will happen. I feel like crying because of how guilty I am. It’s night time right now, and my parents are asleep, so they’ll have to deal with it in the morning, but now, all I can sense when I walk past their cage, is death. I feel like I’ve failed miserably at taking care of them, and they weren’t even mine, yet they depended on me to give them food.. oh god.. I can talk about this anymore.. my throat feels tight as I’m typing this.. music can’t get my mind off this, drawing can’t get my mind off this, nothing, can make me get over this. So I ask of you, my followers and friends. If you have a bird or an animal. Please. God please. Feed it. Take care of it. Love it. Please. Show your animals you love them for me.