Cav3t0wnStan

Hey guys, super sorry I haven’t been posting. My motivation is down, I’m tired, and just really haven’t been creative lately. Sorry. Hope you all have a very merry Christmas though. stay safe and happy, love, Ollie

Cav3t0wnStan

@RaccoonADHK01 Tysm! Merry Christmas to you aswell  hopes that you and your family are safe during the holiday season <3
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RaccoonADHK01

It’s okay babes!!! Just relax, I think that maybe you’re just in a writers block, it’ll pass eventually. Just take your time! I actually have a tip: every time you think of a fake scenario, try to complement it, add scenes, characters, no need to write or anything, just imagine. That helps a lot (at least it helped me!) merry Christmas and happy new year my pookie!!!♥️♥️remember: writing is supposed to be fun, so don’t overwork yourself, take a breather. Don’t feel pressured to post anything right now, we’ll be here when you do and I’ll be here waiting for that update okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay safe and don’t do anything stupid. 
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Cav3t0wnStan

Hey guys, super sorry I haven’t been posting. My motivation is down, I’m tired, and just really haven’t been creative lately. Sorry. Hope you all have a very merry Christmas though. stay safe and happy, love, Ollie

Cav3t0wnStan

@RaccoonADHK01 Tysm! Merry Christmas to you aswell  hopes that you and your family are safe during the holiday season <3
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RaccoonADHK01

It’s okay babes!!! Just relax, I think that maybe you’re just in a writers block, it’ll pass eventually. Just take your time! I actually have a tip: every time you think of a fake scenario, try to complement it, add scenes, characters, no need to write or anything, just imagine. That helps a lot (at least it helped me!) merry Christmas and happy new year my pookie!!!♥️♥️remember: writing is supposed to be fun, so don’t overwork yourself, take a breather. Don’t feel pressured to post anything right now, we’ll be here when you do and I’ll be here waiting for that update okay!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Stay safe and don’t do anything stupid. 
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Cav3t0wnStan

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The word tragic means a lot to me
          I got bullied a lot as a teen
          I know to cut and I know how to bleed
          You'll never know how much it means to me
          My mommy said that God sees everything
          He knows I'm good and I just want to be
          Friends with these kids who are so mean to me
          Why can't you all be nice to me?
          Cute guy, nice face
          Wrong time, wrong place
          I knew in a matter of a minute
          His face was smashed
          His skin was burnt
          His shirt was torn in the dirt
          Cute guy, nice face
          Wrong time, wrong place
          I knew in a matter of a minute
          His face was smashed
          His skin was burnt
          His shirt was torn
          I know a ghost
          Good friend bad host
          Parents found out
          Cell phone left out
          Bullies get bullied
          Cycle repeating
          Bullies get bullied
          Cycle repeating
          So count
          So count me out
          So please don't leave
          I need you more than you need me
          You're beautiful and smart and kind
          While I am ugly, full of lies
          Like you and me were always safe
          I ran, I ran the fuck away
          Like I could be grown up some day
          God dammit God dammit I'm sorry
          God dammit God dammit God dammit I'm sorry
          God dammit God dammit God dammit I'm sorry
          God dammit God dammit God dammit I'm sorry
          Well I'm sorry
          Oh I'm sorry
          And I can't be with you anymore
          I can't live like this anymore
          I can't hold your heart anymore
          I need you to go on without me
          You're always drunk alone with your best friends
          I'm always stuck alone with my repressed thoughts
          With my repressed thoughts
          With my repressed thoughts
          With my repressed thoughts
          I thought I thought
          That evil was young
          The devil was old
          And winter was hot
          While summer was cold
          But I was so backwards in my thoughts
          And I was so backwards in my heart
          And I was so stuck in a fucking rut
          It took so much fucking guts
          To walk away
          To end that pain
          To leave my home
          To break those chains
          And I was so backwards in my thoughts
          And I was so backwards in my heart
          And I was so backwards in my thoughts
          And I was so backwards in my heart
          And I was so stuck in a fucking rut
          Peak song btw

Cav3t0wnStan

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Hey gang, if anyone sees this, jst know that chapters will not be coming soon. My best friend ( who I have saved for suicide in the past) hasn’t been texting nor responding to anyone for a week and she lives four hours away. I’m genuinely fucking terrified and I can’t focus on anything at the moment. Sorry.

RaccoonADHK01

That’s okay! Go see your bsf. It’s important, way more important than any of your fanfics, and we all understand this. So don’t worry!! 
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