I'm devastated that this is the reason I post this message. I never even thought that I'd ever hear a 1D death till I reach at least my fifties. I was in complete shock and I'm having a hard time in general. I feel like this is an alternate reality because it feels unreal. The boys' post about him broke my heart. I will never support the things he did but I wish he got the help he needed.
I'm grieving the person he used to be, not the person he become. 1D was a huge part of mine as well as many of you all's life.
I hope that you all are able to find peace in this tough time. I love you guys and take care everyone.
rest in peace, Liam
we will miss you.