Chan_eunsang

Hey my beautiful peeps
          	
          	One of my friend is making a book app so this is a survey for the said app, if ya'll have time pls fill this form out <33
          	
          	https://forms.gle/VSaBRFnkAFTLC5Ns7
          	
          	I also had this link in my bio you can fill the form from there
          	<33

Chan_eunsang

Wattpad has always been my safe place. So I'm here once again to rant out whats in my heart.
          So my bade papa, my father's elder brother, just died on my birthday. 
          And I didn't feel anything when it actually happened because everyone was around. my whole family. So it didn't even felt as if he's not here. But NOW when everyone has left. Now I'm feeling it. 
          How much value that person hold in our family
          He always gifted me flowers on my birthdays. Sometimes bouquet, or sometime single flowers but he always. ON EVERY SINGLE BIRTHDAY gave me one of those. But on my this birthday. I didn't have a flower. Nobody gave me a flower. And that thing kinda hit me today, you know. Like I was just cleaning the house and remembering how the things went in the last 3 days and him. How he was just here a moment ago, and now he's not. And it suddenly clicked like he always gave me flowers and he always gave me those and his wife and me, we shared birthday. Even after her death he never stop but on this birthday nobody was here. HE was not here. I don't know if I'm sounding selfish or whatever 
          I can't express what I'm feeling right now. I have been crying about this from the evening now it's past midnight I just I don't know. I HATE IT. I hate it how he's not here now. How he's never going to be. I just miss him. I hate this. I hate death. It always takes aways the best person's. He was that sunshine characters, you know? Always making everyone happy always helping everyone. He was the best yaar

Chan_eunsang

I deserve A Damon Torrance in my life.
          I demand A Damon Torrance in my life. Right now.
          Thankyou very much.

Chan_eunsang

@youarea__hoe he's from kill switch by Penelope Douglas it's a 3rd book in a series ITS SOOOOO GOOD 
Reply

youarea__hoe

@Chan_eunsang which book fictional character
Reply

Chan_eunsang

So i read a webtoon called "midnight poppyland" in my last summer. I have been obsessedddddd with it yall. Like tora is our Grey, lurch, Nico Rosso's mixture and I lovee poppy. They literally have my heart like ughhhh I love them so much. They're both so cute with perfect chemistry, its sunshine×grumpy mafia, pls go read it PLEASEEEEEE 
          
           

Chan_eunsang

God I wanna read something good but I'm not in a mood for reading? I don't know what to do with myself, wait this Is what everyone call 'reading slump' ? Becuase if it is IT FREAKING SUCKS! 

Chan_eunsang

@moonbrownbread dont worry darling I have my boards too in less than 20 days
Reply

moonbrownbread

 @Chan_eunsang I'm doing fine. I have my first semester exams in less than 10 days and in studying. 
Reply

Chan_eunsang

@moonbrownbread yeah I'm hood babe, how are you btw? 
Reply