Toast you were amazing, wonderful and one of the sweetest people I've met. God, I'm crying again. I miss you already. Ok, let me start again.
You were one of the people I'd go to when I needed advice or when I was bored and every single time you replied. I feel horrible for not being able to help you in your darkest times even when I clearly saw your statuses and wanted to help but couldn't because I was a coward. I remember when we used to talk about so many things. I feel so bad, reading our previous messages, never realizing the full gravity of the situation you were in. Anyways, you were so kind. You were always there. Your art was so so beautiful and I love seeing how gorgeous you made things. You were so funny. I remember, when I was going through something traumatic and most of my friends were off, I'd go and chat with you. Sometimes about theories, sometimes about undertale, sometimes about life in general. I...cant say anything else my eyes are blurry. You were a wonderful friend and I'm so glad I met you. I love you <3