@ConnerSprouse75 Thanks for the hug! But don't go rewrite the whole book. It;s great the way it is. It's actually the first bxb I've read in years because so few of them hold my attention. Too much fluff and bunnies, or Oreo cookies and Ferris wheels like in Love, Simon. Yes, I was through a lot the last 5 years and it really knocked me for a loop, but I'm OK now and gettung back in the groove. My smutty stuff is the same as what I put on Watty. In fact, I'll be putting more on here as soon as I get my ass going. I don't like really creepy stuff. I had to remove one of my older books off Watty because it was about twins, incest, and they were cracking down on that. It's against Canadian law. But that's about as weird as I get. I like good, hot, passionate, loving sex. Without the love, like Brett and Aiden have, it's just not as sexy.